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by voongi

by voongi

December 4th, 2016.

Dear diary,

As I reflected on the things that happened back then, I came to realize one thing.

I had thought he was the love of my life, and I thought I wouldn't be able survive my next years knowing he has passed away. I thought dying would be the only option left for me. How would I still remember to smile if I couldn't forget the sorrow?

That was what I thought. But hey, look at where I am now. I'm willingly writing this loooong-ass entry, my hands are numb, and I am still writing.

How am I now?

It took me a while to move on, of course. I did anyway, and had no time to look for anyone else.

Oh! Also, Namjoon and Channette had gotten together. Long ago, actually. Only I was left out in the dark T.T

And, his friends have been taking good care of me. I'm past the age of crying out my heartaches, so I'm not going to pity myself anymore.

There is, though, this guy who's a year younger than all of us, namely Jeon Jungkook. Have I mention him before? No? Okay. I didn't know he was a part of Jin's friends, but he's really nice to me. Very cute too. Reminds me of a younger brother I never had.

Even if we're on our separate ways now, sometimes we would gather together to catch up. Every year, we would visit Jin together too.

And-

Oh, the doorbell rang. gtg, Jungkook's here with the others, we're having a movie marathon through the night. Can't wait, honestly.

xin ae ♡

date revised and rewritten:
07/11/16