"Don't push your luck too much, lady. I have my limit."
"Huh? So you're mad? How does a Byun Baekhyun who knew nothing about love gets mad over these things huh?"
"You want to know? I do it like this."
I reached for her and covered her lips with mine. You are mine. Mine alone.
I am so mad and I want her to feel it.
She was startled at first but when she realized what I am doing, she began pushing me.
I pressed my lips harder, punishing her. She's been with me for only a couple of months but she sure has her way of insulting me.
Can she not tell that I am into her? She couldn't be that naive. She had a boyfriend for five years.
I have been trying to break free from our employer-employee relationship since day one. I actually never treated her like one. She can do whatever she like inside my house. But just hearing how mad she is for not seeing Junmyeon tonight, it hit right through here, in my heart.
I continued kissing her harshly but I immediately stop when I tasted something salty. Was it...
Oh crap! She's crying.
I moved my lips away from and cup her face gently. What was I thinking by kissing her that way? I am more frustrated now.
"I... I am sorry, I was just--no, I am sorry really."
I said lovingly and I took her and hug her lovingly. I started to caress her hair until she stops sobbing.
I found myself guilty for hurting her. I just want her to know that I know how to love a woman. I may have failed my relationship with Taeyeon years ago, but that doesn't mean I never tried to make things work. I tried hard, really hard.
If I could give her the one gift in life, I'd give her the ability to see herself through my eyes. Only then she would realize how special she is to me. (word cr. Armii)
That I am stooping this low just to reach her elusive heart. I am Byun Baekhyun, I am not the most popular among EXO members, but I can make a lot of women fall for me without doing anything. But how come she's so clueless about my feelings when all I think about is how to show her how much I love her.
"You okay now? I asked when she stopped crying.
She simply nodded.
"You hurt me. Please don't kiss me that way..." She said in almost a whisper.
I don't know if I am just drunk or Junmyeon hyung's emotions was transferred to me but I feel so melodramatic tonight.
"Where did I hurt you?" I asked eventhough I am aware where.
"Shall I do it again, more carefully?"
I'm doomed. If she'd slap me after asking that question, I will understand wholeheartedly. But this ahjumma is way unpredictable, she nodded! She is freaking giving me the permission to kiss her!
I cupped her face and gently dipped my lips into hers. I dipped thrice, as if asking for her consent. I don't want to scare her anymore so I tried to hold back the urge to kiss her fully.
I go further when she closed her eyes. I slowly brushed my lips and keeping my movements slow. I felt no resistance on her part so I kissed her fully.
Her sweet lips are still intoxicating and addicting. I caressed her shoulders while I was kissing her.
She really turned me on when she starts to move her lips in my rhythm. I pinned her to the wall and leaned my body against her. She placed her small hands in top of my chest while still kissing me.
