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Filza's POV
I was beaming with happiness discovering the news that I'm going to a mom. I can't believe my ears.
I video called my friends and revealed the fact. They were so happy and excited. Everyone was aware of this, except my husband . Who has been super busy lately. After we had toured Europe after our marriage. He had been a lot occupied. I was worried for him. Right now he was at a business trip.
I didn't want to tell him over phone. So I thought of waiting for two days till he arrives, after our Europe tour we had shifted to our own house which Faaz surprised me with.
Though we had to put in a lot of effort to get here, it's worth it. I'm in love with my own house. Faaz and I had planned the whole interior. And shifting was not at all easy.
I came back from the doctor after shopping groceries, I showered and decided to stay home the rest of the day. But I was sad that Faaz wasn't here to celebrate this happiness. I won't tell him now, I'll surprise him. I smiled at his thoughts.
I switched on the tv and started watching some series to pass the time. I wasn't alone Faaz had appointed a whole lot of servents here so that it would become easier for me to work and manage my studies. I have just completed my internship. And now I've begun attending college. I would be a gynecologist, it's my dream. I had just begun my course a month back. I had no idea how I would manage my studies now as I am carrying another soul within me. I can't believe that I'm 1 month and 2 weeks pregnant and I didn't even know. Faaz would be very happy.
My phone rang indicating his call. I quickly picked up, "hello sweetheart " his clearly tired voice was barely audible. "Hello. How are you? Faaz you have to come home as soon as possible I need to tell you something very important. " I said. "What is it dear! Tell me now? I'm actually caught up in an important work. I'm sorry I can't come home for a week now." He said seriously. "Faaz? What a week ? You've never been away from me for so long. I know these days you are so busy with your work that you have no time for your poor wife right ? " I complained. "Oh drama queen ! Fine three days I'll be back ok? You do one thing don't stay alone there you go to your parents house and spend time with them." He convinced me. And hung up.
Faaz how can I make you understand that there is something very important you need to know. I wiped away my tears. I stayed here for today and visited my friend neighbor and chatted away.
The next day I packed my stuff and hired a cab to my parents house.
I spent three days there. It was so heart wrenching. I had told my parents and asked them to not tell Faaz.
Faaz said that he would come today I was getting ready. I smiled looking at my belly in the mirror. Though the bump was not visible so soon. I carresed it. I decided to go home before he reaches there. But before that he has forgotten something. It's our first anniversary today. I was very upset that he forgot this due to work pressure. Anaya was okay now in London she was settled and she began living. I'm very proud of my friend after so much hardship she's strong and changed herself.
Whereas Myrah was settled in Vancouver with Althaf. She didn't go to my college as it was too far.
Before heading home, I went to the cake studio to buy a cake for our anniversary, I had purchased a watch for him long back. I hope he didn't forget.
After buying the cake I was waiting for my cab. When it finally arrived, I hopped on. But I noticed something uncanny with the driver he was wearing a mask and his eyes were not leaving me even for a second he was gazing me intensively through the mirror. I felt the bad look on me.
"Excuse me. Can you stop the car." I said. Sensing trouble as he was driving through some unknown route. "Excuse me! " I again called,
He stopped the car. When I was about to get out of the car he locked the door. Fear was rising in me. I clutched my stomach. Ya Allah please help me!
"Open the locks," I shrieked as tears welled up in my eyes. He removed his mask. I got the shocker of my life, "Kaif ?" I whispered. He smiled evilly. "Ahhaha filza. Ya it's me. Hope you remember. What did you think that I'll let you go and live peacefully, if you can't become mine then you can't be anyone's. I'll make your life a living hell.
I heard your husband left you and went to Paris. Uff what a loving husband left his wife all alone even though she's pregnant." He laughed."He dosent know. You can't do nothing to me. Faaz will be here. Very soon. Tu mera kuch Nahi bigaad sakte. " I said,
He snatched my phone and video called Faaz. He picked it up. "Filza. Filza where are you? Are you okay." He panicked. Kaif closed my mouth. And turned the camera to reveal him. "Faaz.. Plzzz come, " I cried as he pulled my hair. "You B*****d! How dare you. You don't know me. Better leave her. I'm Faaz sheikh you've no idea what I can do to you in a blink of an eye . " he grunted.
"Ok the great Faaz sheikh I'm challenging you, you have half an hour with you. If you don't reach here within that time. Then she'll be killed, " he threatened.
He pointed the knife close to my neck. I clutched my stomach. Ya Allah please save me if not for myself then for the little soul in me.
The thousand thoughts flooded in my mind not realizing when I fell unconscious. Everything went black the only thing I could hear was Faaz shouting.
8 hours later~~
Faazs POV
"Filza please get up." I pleaded holding her hand. Tears were falling freely . I hate myself I've been so busy that I didn't have time for her, the doctors words replayed in my mind. "You should have taken good care of her especially at this stage, " the doctor said.
"This stage ?" I asked bewildered. "You didn't know that she's pregnant," she asked, "pregnant?" I asked shocked, now I get it why she was continuously clutching her stomach earlier. Oh god how could I . "Now it's a choice between either your wife or child." The doctor said. I felt my head spinning.
No this cant be. "Filza, I can't loose my wife. " I whispered. "Ok then we must abort the child then or else she can be in great danger, . " she said.
I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard a feeble sound.
"Faaz." I heard Filza whisper. "Fil. Are you okay? Better?" I asked. She tried to sit up but I stopped her. "Relax." I said. There she again holds her stomach. "Faaz! Our child. What happened? I'm sorry I wanted to surprise you that's why I didn't tell you. Faaz I'm pregnant." She cried. I held her face. "Shh. I know. It's ok. " I mumbled. "Faaz is our child okay?" She panicked. "Filza..." I couldn't speak. It felt as if I lost all words. "What is it? Tell me." She shouted. "Filza our... Our child is no.... No more. You had a miscarriage. I'm sorry. I really am sorry Filza. I am ashamed of myself. I wasn't responsible enough... I'm sorry Fil. Please forgive me. " for the first time I cried or broke in front of anyone.
"You don't have to be. It's okay.. " she said. She was sitting up now. Touching our foreheads sharing our sorrow.
Hey ya, how you all. Hope you'll liked the new twist. Life is a difficult journey what's the point if everything is easy always.
Corona might not go. We must learn to live with it. It's gonna be common in our life. Like a common fever and some people loose their lives due to this virus. Inshallah Allah will show a way. Maintain social distancing and stay hygienic, nothing is in our hands. The world must heal Inshaallah. Just pray to Allah everything will be fine have faith in him. After All everything happens for a reason.
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