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[insert japanese {the other reason i didnt want to put these because im lazy}]

-d̸o̸n̸t̸ l̸e̸a̸v̸e̸ m̸e̸-

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"what do you mean your sorry?!"i whispered-yelled, norman looks at me sadly and says"ill get some water okay? Wait here for me"i look at him as he leaves"wai-"i was about to say but he left, i looked down,after a few minutes emma and ray came in"(y/n) we need to plan for norman to escape"emma says confidently,i nod at her listening to their plan

After a few moments norman comes in and we stopped talking, emma goes to norman and grabbed him on his shoulders"norman! You have to escape!"emma says as he looks at norman in the eye,norman looked down and said"im sorry but i have to go" we glared at him and said "denied" norman looks at us and was about to deny but i interrupted him"you were the one to force me to join you and now you wont even join us?!"emma nods as she says"uou have to escape norman! We can distract mama an you escape!"

"But were will i hide"norman doubts us"you can hide in the woods or something! So when we leave you can come with us along the way!"ray says desperately"but how about mama?"norman keeps denying us"like we said! we can always distract mama!"emma says,holding norman's hand"but what if you guys get shipped out instead of me?"norman asks"then we can always break our legs" i say while smillimg maniacally "your right!"emma agrees, ray nods as he says"demons wont eat us if were damaged right" emma smiles

"like those demons say,we need to be in perfect shape!"emma says as norman looks at us"your crazy!"norman says pointing at us"and that what makes our plan great!" emma says, we agreed and said "yeah!"norman looked worried "but breaking legs is painful.."emma whines "then break our arms!"ray suggests "i think its better if you two get sick!it can only make you exhausted but you aren't hurt and its alot better"i denied ray's idea

"yeah your right"emma says agreeing, ray nods also "your all crazy!"norman yells at us "yeah WE are CRAZY right guys?"i say as ray and emma agrees "but-"norman was about to give excuses "no buts! Its better this way!" emma says to Norman "i wont do that im sorry!" norman apologizes and runs out, we were left sad and they left a few minutes after

-ɴᴇxᴛ ᴅᴀʏ-
We decided to plan for norman to find a way to go when we escape,it was nice that he agreed,we also told him to hide at the forest for now

he went out at playtime he went to the wall and climbed up he reached to the top and saw the ᏉᏠᎲᎰᎰ, we waited for him to come back,it was almost the end of playtime,the bell rang and mama noticed norman was late,she checked her tracker but when she did norman came back,we looked suprissed and mama smiled"norman! Your late! Where have you been?" norman looked at mama and said"sorry mama i lost track of time"we went inside the house and headed to the dining room, we prepared the plates and ate,after eating everyone went back to their room including mama,leaving just the three of us

I grabbed the three of them and took them to my room,when we arrived i punched the wall not caring if it bleed "what the heck norman! Why didn't you escape?!"i started scolding him as emma and ray glared at norman"(y/n)..."i didn't listen to him and kept scolding him"(y/n)! Listen to me!"we flinched when norman raised his voice "i saw nothing okay!"norman looked down while saying that,we looked at norman confused"what?"i ask norman confusingly norman explained"i only saw a.."

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×ᴍᴏɴᴛʜs ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ×

Time flew fast..Before i even realized it was the day where norman leaves...After that night i started avoiding him, the two didn't give up tho,they kept their hopes up and kept forcing him to escape but no matter what kind of forcing or bribe they two norman wouldn't listen...For me its impossible now if norman leaves...The truth is..I never was close with norman so why should i care? He only did that because he wants to save emma..Ofcourse he would, hes always with her ever since their kids...I didn't get close to them...But i wonder why...I mean the obvious excuse is there but i couldve just tossed that excuse out and went to be friends with them but why so?...Why am i acting like this..?why am i even consider joining them?why do i care so much?is it because of love? No way..Is it because of the kiss? Its to oblivious to even think that way...I dont think i like him...If i should even like someone my closest choice would be ray but why norman? Even mama says so...I may be just dense for not realizing anything not even my feelings it pains me to see that he'll be ki....I cant even think about it...Ill just see how this goes..

I loom at everyone happy playing around,sighing at them from the roof

I couldn't go to my usual spot...Heck i could've sat at ray's spot since hes to busy helping emma beg for norman...But out of all the spots why here?..I dont know myself but it feels nice here seeing everyone up here,reading a book,such a nice feeling

Norman looks at me and heads in the house,i was curious but i shrugged it off and continued reading my book,a few minutes later i see norman trying his best not to slip and fall down,i laughed at him and went back reading my book,norman hugs me from behind and said"are you angry?" i look at a him surprised and answered "no im not."i slowly go back to reading my book,norman sits beside me and says"im sorry...I know your mad about me leaving..but i just wanted to let you know that im still here..Even if head to that place now..Just now that your in my heart even if i di-"i interrupted him and said"don't even say that word! It already pains me that you'll be gone sooner or later! So dont be like that!"i grabbed his shoulders and looked at him in the eyes

norman sighs and says"i like you" i look at norman shooked on what he said

Him? Like me? Dont give me false hope!

The truth is i wanted to say that but my body wouldn't let me, i maneged to say"h-how..?"norman smiles and says"we may not be close but i always admired you deeply,secretly since you looked like you dont like talking,ever since i heard about you from emma i really wanted to meet you but when i did you looked at me coldy i just thought you dont like meeting some new but i noticed days after your like this to everyone even emma,your own sister i always wondered why....One day i saw your drawings and it looked amazing,,you looked amazing on whatever you did and thats when i first admired you i couldn't tell anyone tho since you mihjt fine out..."

I smiled at norman's confession "i thought you liked emma?"i ask norman as he answers "its because i made it that way so you wouldn't know it was possible for me to like you" i nodded and asked"so that kiss was real?"norman smiles and says"every second counted at that kiss,it was not just for the deal only"

-ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ-

We talked till it was night,we went to the dining room and ate and it was time for norman to leave and sadly i didn't want to face him and sat the roof watching the moon as i sob silently,i wait for norman to come out but it was taking a bit long,i guessed it was because of emma..

Ofcourse she would try to do something troublesome..i wouldn't blame her tho its just because she didn't want him to leave, we all dont want that...But its not our choice to decide

I heard a 'thump' near the door and guessed someone fell or something, after a few moments norman came out with mama,he saw me and smiled

Might aswell give him my smile for tradition..

I smiled at norman sadly and looked at him as he disapears to the forest after mouthing something,i only guessed the last word was

'you'

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Its basically 12:29am now tuesday, so i didn't write anything this morning due to lazyness and wanted to relax tomorrow i have a online class so wish me luck! Well ill still have those online classes after i finish this so yeah still wish me luck