~ My forever 💞🧚🏽🦋~ YBN Nahmir

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Y'all we at 286 reads Im writing to chapter 50 today since we got half of my goal but sometimes it's going to be short and long chapters ok. I'll do 4 chapters under 3o mins if I have more time then 7 chapters but anyways enjoy.

Melanie's pov
I'm so tired of love first it was NAHMIR now it's August I haven't told the girls or the gang yet and yes me and the girls are cool with the YBN gang that's our gang.

I just left wal-mart I went to get a bag of chips and juice I left with a black hoodie on my my head and a black basketball shorts and Nike slides with my AirPods blasting unthinkable by smiley

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby?
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready
I know you said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually
If we gonna do something 'bout it
We should do it right now
(We should do it right now)
You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
It is what we make it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby?
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful? Either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready
Why give up before we try?
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away (fly away)
I can't say I came prepared
I'm suspended in the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me
I was wondering maybe?
Could I make you my baby?

I sang in my head will getting in the car then my other favorite depressing song came on everyone dies in their nightmares  by XXXTENTACION btw rip xxxtentacion

Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Only time I feel pain, when I'm feelin' love
That's why it's tatted on my face that I'm damn numb
Only time I'm in my mind, when I'm all alone
That's why I'm really never alone in the night time
Change hoes like clothes, I can't get attached
'Cause these hoes fire starters like lit matches
I've been feeling really lost, ducking all attachments
I don't really go outside 'cause I hate traffic
I don't wanna go outside, get caught in traffic
Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind
Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Nigga really wanna die in the night time
Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh
Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh
Nigga really wanna die in the night time

I sang while I walked in the house

"Why you cryin" jade said making everyone look at me

I really didn't even know I was crying omg