Pills 「Tsukiyama」

7. Water Fountain

" He told me he loved me by the water fountain "
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I ran inside the house and kicked my shoes off, forgetting to lock the door and making a beeline to my room. Closing my door, I did the things I normally do once school ends

After changing into a fresh pair of pj's, I started drying my hair and took a piece of paper from my bag alongside a pencil

Instead of doing my homework, I instead wrote a letter to Tsukishima, he might read that instead of listening to me. It was better this way...at least I didn't have stutter if I spoke to him face to face

I started to scribble down my thoughts, my jealousy, my intention, and then my feelings for him

I couldn't help but let a few tears escape, but I made sure to keep the paper readable

Tsukki was bound to hate me if I did this, but I have no choice. After finishing the letter, I folded it and wrote Tsukki on one of the sides

Sighing, I stood up and went to my parent's bathroom where they had some medicine

I looked around for a bit before finding the pills I needed.

Sleeping Pills,
Take only 1 per day at night. Taking more than 10 at once may lead to possible death, call 911 if you take more than needed

I went back to my room and closed the door once again, looking at the bottle. Sighing shakily, I unscrewed the tap and emptied out the container

2..5...8...13

I'm sorry Kei...I love you

I took all the pills at once, and slowly enough my vision was blurring. The poison was kicking in, and soon enough I was out..though I heard something or someone more importantly

"Tadashi?"