𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓈+𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 || 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐛𝐲 >DISCONTINUED<

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~sams pov~

i wake up inside of the nurses office alone. i look around but nobody was around so i started walking to the bathroom.

why does brennen hate me? i have done nothing to him but he hates me. today especially.

as i wipe the blood of my nose, my head feels like its spinning and about the same thing in my dream started happening. i started to hyperventilate making it harder for me to breathe before i slam my hand down on the sink.

i drop down and placed my face in my hands. my temples started pounding. thats when i blacked out.

for some reason, i was in a stall with bloody scissors and bleeding, cut wrists.
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>at lunch<

i walk around the cafeteria looking for jake, he normally sits at the first table but today he was here.

i sat at our table only hoping jake will come around but he never did. does jake hate me now? was i not enough. what happened to jake? i thought to myself as i walk to my next class.
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>in art+design class<

i walk into class and see jake sitting there. i became a slight bit angry but i kept my cool.

"you weren't at lunch"

"sorry, i was studying in the library. sorry i didn't tell you"

"its fine. what class was it?" after i said that i felt air coming up my sleeve so i pulled it back down.

"algebra. what wrong with your arm?" shit. he noticed.

"nothing. my arms are just cold"

"oh, okay"

the teacher walked into the classroom and looked around.

"everyone to your seats"

i do as said and get to my seat.

"we are doing a paired project the next 2 weeks" mrs. hudson says.

the entire class started yelling in happiness .

"im picking your partners." the yelling abruptly stopped and everyones faces changed.

"so the pairs are..."

"reggie and katie"

"jake and tara"

"corey and aryia"

"sam and cole"

"elton and kevin..."

and the rest on the names were a blur. i zoned out until i feel something tap my shoulder.

i turn around to see colby standing behind me.

"hey, sammy" colby says taking a seat on the desk to mine.

" dont call me that, my names sam"

" alright sammy"

i roll my eyes.

"so whats the project? i zoned during the directions"

"we have to make a full outfit. but we need to use our own fabrics and stuff like that."

"oh thats kind of easy"

"i dont have a sewing machine so can we do the project at your house?"

"yeah sure. today?"

"mhm"
>after school<

i wait outside of the school so colby and i can work on the project. after about 20 mins of waiting, colby still hasn't came. as i start picking up my stuff to walk
home, colby comes running out of the school towards me.

"hey sammy, sorry im late"
he had a hickey on his neck and a lipstick mark on his cheek.

"first, dont call me sammy. second, you have lipstick on your cheek"

colby was quick to wipe the lipstick stain, but he ends up smudging all over his cheek.

"anyways, lets get to your house."

we start walking into the town, which leads to my house. colby following behind, on his phone.

"im a bit hungry, do you want to get food first?" i said turning around to face him.

"uh, yeah sure. i can eat." colby says looking up from his phone, then looking back.

"mcdonalds?" i say as we walk past it.

colby nods not saying a word.

we walk inside of the mcdonald' s to wait in line and order. i order a cheese burger and fries, and colby orders the same.

we got our food and sat down at our table. colby still
not saying a word but looking at his phone.

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this has been sitting in here and idfk what to write and i forgot to post on friday 😔✊

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