sam ran into the school building to get inside the bathroom. when he got there, he couldn't make it to the stall. he started hyperventilating, every noise in the bathroom, getting dizzy, tears streaming down his face. seconds later, sam couldn't breathe... he dropped down and out his head inside of his knees.
kill yourself
no one cares about you
you're alone
ki-
his thoughts interrupted by someone tapping on his knee. sam looked up, hot tears streaming down his cheeks.
it was a brunette guy and his hand littered with rings. colby brock....
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>•sams pov•<
colbys never dared to talk to someone other than his group. apparently it just "ruins his reputation" according to other people.
" are you okay?"
my throat felt clogged so i cant speak. instead, i just sobbed and hid my face in my knees again.
i felt a hand on my back rubbing in circles, it made me flinch.
i woke up from my dream with tears streaming down my face. im so stupid that i would ever think colby try to help me. i turn in my bed to see that its 7am, ironically the time im supposed to get up.
i wipe my tears, walked to the bathroom to take a shower. after washing, i stood in the shower for a few minutes until the water became cold.
today was just another day, everything is predictable to me after all these years. brennen is going to push me into something. everyone just watches, never does.
the only person i can trust is jake. he has stayed with me since day one.
at school~~~~
i walk to my locker and surprisingly brennen isn't there to
torment me.
as if on queue, i turn around and brennen pushes me into my locker door. i fall to the floor. brennen starts punching me mercilessly everything starts going in slow motion from there.
tears start rolling down my face while brennen starts choking me. seconds later i couldn't breathe, i try squirming away from his grip but his grip only gets tighter. i start trying to gasp for air but nothing happens.
i go unconscious. everything is dark. my head hurts. everything hurts.
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𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓈+𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 || 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐛𝐲 >DISCONTINUED<
Fanficsam golbach, the highschool "nerd" with only one friend ~~~~~~~| colby brock, the popular playboy that all the girls will kill to date him ~~~~~ warning: *self harm *homosexuality ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 *bullying *angst *smut and fluff (maybe)
