^^back to sams pov ^^
i wake up inside of a bright room with mostly white walls with yellow at the bottoms. a low sound of a door opening makes me almost jump up.
a woman walked inside of the room with a clipboard. she looked in her mid 40's.
"hey, how are you feeling ?" the woman said.
"my forearms hurts but im ok."
"do you mind telling me what happened darling ?"
my mind started racing through the past events. it didnt feel as if i was controlling myself. more like i was a puppet inside my own body.
grabbing the blade, the somewhat soothing feeling of the blade ripping my skin. i was doing what it wanted my to do.
"hello ? samuel?" the woman says noticing i spaced off.
"s-sorry"
"what do you remember, honey"
"i-it didn't feel like i was controlling myself at the moment. the more cuts, the more i felt satisfied." the said blandly.
the woman nodded and started writing in the clipboard.
"you have a people waiting to see you. do you want to send them in?"
"i dont have friends."
the woman nodded again walked out the door. minutes later, i dozed off to sleep.
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sorry for the short chapter. i dont have an excuse lol. im just lazy asf.
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