Since forever

Part 2

Harvey's POV

When she said that  she left me and went back inside and as soon as I realized my world was falling apart. I couldn't breathe anymore and was having a panic attack again. I needed to calm down and when it was over I decided to go home.

The next morning I woke up after I just had the chance to sleep 2 hours because  couldn't sleep Donna was in my mind. Everything that happened yesterday was all I could think about. I was getting ready and as soon as I was outside Ray was waiting to for me to drive to work.

Ray : "Good morning, Mister Specter"

Harvey : "Good morning, Ray."

Narrator's POV

It was noon when they were all working at firm. They were all very busy and Mike and Rachel were there for the week to give some help. They were looking at Harvey and Donna who hadn't to talk to each other since the start of the day.

Rachel : "Mike, you see what I see?"

Mike : "I do"

Rachel : "Mike something must had happened, they're not talking to each other and that's not normal. You know they can't get through the day if they don't speak to each other. You know important they're to each other," said Rachel with worries.

Mike : "I know, from what I know right now is that Harvey's world is falling apart and I'm sure he's having panic attacks again."

Rachel : "Panic attacks?! Since when?"

Mike : " Yeah, he has been having panic attacks since Donna has been dating Thomas and Rachel I'm telling he isn't alright. He is so vulnerable right now, I think I'm gonna go see how Harvey's doing you go check up on Donna.

They both went there way to talk to them because this wasn't okay.

Mike POV

I saw Harvey sitting there in his office and by the look on his face I saw that he was completly lost. I never saw him like this. I decided to enter his office.

Mike : "Hey Harvey."

Harvey : "Hey Mike"

I saw him working on his desk. He seemed lost and he was struggling on his computer. It looks like he's computer couldn't handle his feelings.

Harvey : "What's wrong with this fucking computer?!" he yelled.

He stood up and throwed a glass to the wall. Now I knew he wasn't alright.

Mike : "Hey Harv, come here sit for a bit."

I helped him to move from his desk and to take a sit at the couch so he could calm his self. I started cleaning the mess he made and when I finished I took a sit next to him and decided to talk to him.

Mike : "It didn't go well, right?"

Harvey : " No, Mike. It didn't go well. My world is falling apart. I couldn't sleep the whole night, i can't stop thinking about her. Yesterday I went to her. Thomas opened the door and all i wanted to do is beating the shit out of him. I talked to Donna and told her how I felt. She told me that she loved me too. Then I kissed her and suprisingly she kissed me back but then she ended the kiss and she said what we were doing wasn't right and that we can't do this. After I had literally a panic attack in the hallway of her apartement. I don't know what to do Mike I'm really lost. I lost her." He said with sorrow.

Mike : " Oh no, this isn't good. Give her some time and you guys need to be clear wth each and talk about what you guys really want. You're gonna get through this."