(This whole short story is Felix p.o.v)
I miss him. Why did he have to leave? I need him. He is my oxygen. Without him i can't live. Why is he gone?
Ever since he left all i could do was cry and cover myself in blankets. I haven't been eating properly or getting sunlight. I've been ignoring the knocks at my door and the ringing of my phone. I know that this isn't what he would want...but i can't help it. I'm human, being selfish is in our nature. I know that it is wrong but all i can feel is pain. He was my sunshine on a cloudy day, the person that brought me joy during my darkest times, he was my everything...he is my everything.
More tears started to fill my eyes. "H-How am i supposed to go on without him? He is th-the reason why I became a better person." I just couldnt hold it in anymore. I started bawling and mourning in pain pulling my blankets closer to me.
Everything's a mess. From the chocolate wrappers on the floor to tears falling off my now pale face. I couldn't even stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore without thinking of him. I love... i love him so much. Why couldn't it have been me instead?
I started crying harder which i didn't even know was possible. I started feeling drowsy and tired.
Bang bang bang.
"FELIX! FELIX PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR I BEG YOU."
It was my bestfriend Chan. He was crying and begging. I felt terrible, but i still couldn't bring myself to get up and answer the door. I just cried even harder and felt myself drifting off more. Was this it for me? Maybe it was for the best. I know that I'm being overdramatic and it's just the result of me crying and not sleeping for days. Maybe I'd be able to see him again this way....
I just wish i could see him just one more time even if it's just in a dream.
At least i could finally rest for now... or so i thought...
But little did i know... that's when it all started. A dream that was a little to realistic would start. A dream that could only be explained,
By magic.
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I decided to write a mini story since my maladaptive daydream disorder got the best of me i hope you enjoy :)
The next ch. Will be longer.
(If ur new check out my other story pls. It's my main)
11:35pm sun. May 31st
(442 words written)
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D.M.
(A sunmi stan)
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