magic Library (changlix mini story) <finished>

IX

"I know how you can find which memory Changbin is in."

   Those few words are all that it took for me to look at Seungmin's face with a shocked expression.

  "W-wait. There was a w-way to know the whole t-time?" I asked tearing up. Seungmin just looked down and nodded.

  "I'm not supposed to tell you, you were supposed to figure out on your own. I gave you hints but, i don't know there is something different about you two from the others. And i don't want you to leave before getting to say goodbye to each other. I'm sorry Felix i really am. But now isn't the time for us to argue he is leaving soon! Right now he is repeating a memory for the last time. His favorite memory with you.."

  "Please," i said crying and balling my eyes out. I had dropped to the floor on my knees. "Please tell me how to. I want to see him. Please just one last time." I was pulling on his shirt begging  to see Changbin just one more time. My face was a mess, i was on my knees, i was vulnerable. But i didn't care anymore. I just wanted to see him. I just wanted to see changbin one last time. I'd give my life to see him just one last time. I love him so much and the fact that i never got to say bye broke me. I knew that this would happen soon. My heart was just a ticking time bomb waiting to explode. I had lost my everything. And It would be amazing to get him back, but i know i can't so i just settled for seeing him one last time. If i just let him stay home with me for any minute longer, he would still be here with me. I wouldn't have to go through any of this.

Flashback:

  "Thank you for the breakfast babe." Changbin said while smiling and kissing my cheek. I just giggled and said you're welcome to him. I cleaned up the table as Changbin put on his shoes and stood by the door. I didn't notice he was waiting there until i had finished putting away the dishes.

  However when i did notice i just looked at him confused and asked, "what's wrong? Aren't you going to be late to the studio?" He just gave me a childish pout and said, "It's friday."

  On Friday's since i didn't have early shifts, i would usually walk him to the bus stop, sometimes even all the way to the studio. But this week i had a different idea. Since our anniversary was tommorow and I had been busy with work i had no time to prepare anything that i wanted to be a surprising. All the times i didn't have work i was with Changbin. So i decided to call in sick to work today and attempt to remake the cake that we had baked together years ago in college, down to every last detail. I wanted to take my time on it to get it perfect.

  "I can't today." I just simply stated. His pout just got more pouty-er. "Buuut whyyy?" He asked like a child which made me giggle. My laugh nade him smile which made me even more happy. "How about this, to make it up to you I'll call in sick on Monday and walk you and take you on a date during your lunch break?" I said hoping that he would accept the offer.

  He just smiled and yelled, "deal! Have a good day see you later. Remember i love you!!"  I blushed and yelled, "i love you! Text me when you get there!" back.

  As soon as he left i rushed to the kitchen without a second to spare and  started baking multiple cakes.

  After some time, when i had finally just finished making the best cake i got a call. I was so excited about finishing the cake that i didn't even check the caller ID.

  "Hello who is it?" I answered the phone cheerfully.

  "Hello is this Lee Felix? Seo Changbin's boyfriend?" The voice at the other end of the phone asked in a less cheerful way.

  Suddenly i didn't feel to well for some reason and gulped. "Y-Yes." I responded cautiously.

  "I'm sorry to inform you but changbin-"

  "Where is he?! I-is he ok?!" I cut the person off trying not to cry or get to worried.

  "I'm sorry sir. But there was a hit and run. Changbin didn't make it. It happened while he was crossing the xx street this morning heading near a bus stop."

  I just dropped my phone onto the ground without hanging up and fell on my knees crying. Not a beautiful silent cry. A real one. A loud ugly cry with tears and snot going out of my face. With loud noises and hiccups erupting from my throat. I just laid down on the floor crying.

  When I finally had gotten enough strength, i slowly made my way to the cake and walked toward the garbage. I was getting ready to throw it away out of sadness. But realized that i wouldn't be able to no matter how much i thought that i wanted to. So i just set the cake back on the table and went back to the kitchen floor and just fell asleep next to my now cracked and dead phone. The next day i was awoken by the door bell ringing. I used what strengths i had left to walk to the door. It was chan and Jisung.

  "Hey Felix... we were worried for you and you weren't answering your phone. So we thought we would come by and check on you. We bought food." Chan said while jisung held out food. I let them in and ate a tiny bit before pushing the food away. We just all sat on changbin and  i's couch in silence. I had said nothing for a few hours.

  Finally when i was mentally ready and able to speak the first thing i whispered was, "today, it was today. Our anniversary was supposed to be a good day." I tried not to break down in tears.  Chan and jisung just stared at each other and looked like the were having an argument with there eyes, till finally chan nodded toward Jisung.

  Jisung just sighed and softly said, "um... felix. Changbi had been talking to us for a while about something. Something that he planned to do today..." jisung hesitated a bit before looking at chan. Chan's just got teary and he nodded. Jisung tried to hold in his years as well but continued on with, "Y-You deserve to know that C-Changbin was p-planning to... here, I'll just- I'll show you." He then looked away with sadness in his eyes not daring to look at Felix as he reached into his pocket. Chan had already started crying and looking down into his lap. I was a little confused until i saw what Jisung had pulled out of his pocket. It was a little red box (which was my favourite color) with a paper. I opened up the paper and it read:

Dear felix,

we've been together since your sophomore year of highschool and now your 26 isn't that crazy! I know we've never talked about doing this before, but i don't like not being able to say that we're for sure going to stick together till the end of our lives. I want  to be stuck with you everyday till i die and officially call you my king and not just my prince. I want to be with you forever now.

  My eyes widened getting an idea of what was in the box already. I hesitated and slowly reached for it opening it my eyes widened when i saw the ring. I took it out and noticed the engraving inside of it. The engraving that said "my king"

End of flashback

  "I beg of you seungmin please!"

  " i promise to tell you right now. But quickly! We're running out of time!"

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A/n: only one more chapter... btw i coincidentally ended it on 10 i had no intentions of ending it on a multiple of 5 or 10.

June 2nd   22:41/10:41pm

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