magic Library (changlix mini story) <finished>

VII

  Time for me to remember our first time moving in with eatch other. I said to myself mentally preparing for what was about to happen.

  We had moved in together right after college and our relatives had been going on since sophomore year. Changbin was a year ahead of me though so when he first went to college it was tuff on me mentally. But we stayed strong and had overcame it. Of course we had other problems as well, like any normal relationship should have, but we were both pretty good at talking things out and not being petty. I miss all of that so much... but after looking at all these i thought that it would make me feel worse. But looking at them made me feel reassured and more accepting of the situation. It makes me feel good to reminisce on our times together and know that we both genuinely enjoyed it. I'm sad that i can't go back to the past and actually relive my happy days with him over and over again without losing stamina. But I'm glad that we never took eatchother for granted. We always loved eatchother with so much passion that we treated every moment like it was our last with eatchother. Every time we were together we both made sure to make it memorable not just for us, but for the other person as well. I don't regret any of times that i had spent with Changbin. Because he always made me feel safe. He made me feel loved and protected. He made me feel special. And i can proudly say with confidence that i did the exact same for him! Okay, enough thinking to myself. Time to open this and see if he's finally here.

  I slowly opened the book and shapes as well as colors immediately started pouring out. Every time i did this was very intense and weird. No matter how many times I've done, or will do this (which i hope won't be a lot so i can find Change quicker) i will never and can't ever get used to this.

  When the colors finished pouring out. I realized that this was my apartment with changbin... and well my current one. So that's what the floor looks like. Ha i guess that I've gotten so used to seeing candy wrappers, stains, and blankets on it..

  I realized that nothing had been set up yet. I just walked around till i found a frozen past me standing in the door way with a ton of boxes texting what seemed to be a group chat with Changbin, Jisung, Chan, and another one of my friends named hyunjin.

Suddenly everything unpaused and the memory started playing.

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(A/N: short chapter bec its 4am rn
Also you met hyunjin...tbh the only characters that really have roles in the story are Felix, Seungmin, and Changbin. It's hard for me to include other people. That's why in my main story i rarely mention other people. Im trying so hard to tho)

June 2nd tuesday 4:12am
(552 words)

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  (D.M.)
(The sleep deprived multistan who wants to finish this mini story and get it over with so that i can finally update 'I Can See Your Scars' after 6 days of not updating >:cc  )