magic Library (changlix mini story) <finished>

IV

(This ch. Will have 2 parts)

  Since there isn't time here we just measured it by memories. So I've been here for a few memories. Mainly small ones because i was waiting for Seungmin to say that i had enough stamina and mental capacity to go into larger ones. I also had to start going alone because of reasons that seungmin won't tell me. But I'm not to worried.

  Also today seemed to be the lucky day! Today was finally the day! He said i could finally go onto larger memories. As soon as he said that i ran to one of my favorite memories with Changbin. I pulled out the book that was labeled ''my first date with changbin"

  Even if i didn't find changbin, i was still so excited to relive this one again. This book was much thicker than others, which would make sense. I slowly opened it waiting for it to do what i was used to. But it did somethings extremely different this time. I heard Seungmin chuckling at me while it started to freak out. 

  The book released a ton of colors in the form of something that looked like a thicker gas than usual. Then i suddenly got pushed with it and watched it colour in a practically the whole city including random strangers and every crack in the sidewalk. It kept pushing me until i ended up in past me's room that had Jisung also standing in it. He was standing in front of a mirror with Jisung sitting on his bed behind him. Suddenly everything unpaused and the memory started playing.

(Bold is past felix. Slanted bold is jisung. Normal like this in parenthesis is Felix talking.)

  "Jisung I'm scared. What if he bails? What if he thinks that i don't look good enough? What if-" "Ya! Enough with the what ifs! You're gonna look fine trust me. Plus if he bails or says a mean comment saying that you look bad then you don't deserve trash like him and I'll just beat him up. Plus you have stylist Jisung here! I only do the best of jobs!" Past Jisung stated confidently while smiling.

  Well, stylist Jisung did do a good job. He made me look actually attractive. Even now i still asked him to help me pick what to where for dates before Changbin- yeah...

  "Here try this one on first!" Jisung said while shoving a few articles of clothing into past me's hands. A few minutes later past me came walking out in an absolute horrendous looking outfit.

  "Yeah no this is just not the fit." Jisund deadpanned. "But whyyyy? I actually liked this one." Past me said with a pout. Gosh, past me had zero fashion statement. Thank god Jisung exists.

  "Felix, I'm sorry to break it to you, but that looks disgusting. There is no way in hell I'm letting you go on your first date wearing that monstrosity." Jisung said genuinely concerned for past me's fashion statement. I mean, i am too. Bringing jisung with me to get clothes was the best thing that I have ever dome in my entire life.

  Jisung handed past me another outfit then sent me into the bathroom to get changed. He had done it a few more times till finding the most casual and attractive looking one. After he did that he took past me into the bathroom, which of course i followed, and started doing past me's hair and even added on some makeup. To say i looked handsome was an understatement. I wouldn't be able to say that about myself in the past. I'm happy Changbin helped me learn to finally love myself. I really needed it. He truly made me a happier person overall.

  "You got this!" Jisung said well putting his hands on past me's shoulders. "Now go get your man Felix!" He added on cheerfully. To be honest I forgot that he gave me that short pep talk. It really had helped me calm my nerves before that date. When i see Changbin again and get out of the library, i really want to see Jisung again and say thank you for everything he's done. Also Chan, he was always there for me when i would freak out or need relationship advice. Wow... i can't believe all they did was helped me and i ended up just blocking them out for so long just because i was sad. Now that I'm going through this, i feel bad. They just wanted to help and make sure that i didn't have to mourn alone. When i get out of here i promise to talk to them.

  Past me snapped me out of my thoughts by walking out of the house which caused me to be involuntarily pulled toward him and through the door. He was nervously playing with his fingers while walking towards his destination.

  I'm so excited to relive my first date!!

To be continued in pt.2 of the date

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A/n: i fell asleep at 2:30am halfway through writing this. I'm trying so hard not to write 1000 word chapters because I've gotten so used to it ughhh

Mon. June 1st 19:50/7:50pm
(881 words)

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