magic Library (changlix mini story) <finished>

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(Last ch. No epilogue will be written for this book)
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"I promise I'll tell you right now. But quickly! We're running out of time!"

  That's all Seungmin said before pulling me off the makeshift bed on to my feet and running to the section of the library that was labeled Changbin.

  "I'm not supposed to tell you this but remember when i said you could use magic on almost anything here?"

  I just nodded remembering clearly.

  "Well, now's the time for that. Say, i wish to see Changbin's favorite memory of us together and hold your hand out. Make sure to really think hard about it and concentrate. Make sure it's the only thing you can clearly think of. You have to feel connected to the library. " He said slowly so that i could get every last detail.

  I was about to look like trash when i went to go see Changbin. But i don't care anymore, as long as i see him.

  I carefully did everything Seungmin said. I did it slowly step by step one step at a time.

  "I wish to see changbin's favorite memory of us together." I said out loud cautiously while reaching my hand out. I slowly cleared my mind and concentrated on that one wish letting any distractions leak out my head. Suddenly i heard a loud noise that snapped me out of it. It was a book that had came of the shelf and fell on the floor.

  "Ha i really did magic." I said in disbelief staring at my own hand.

  Seungmin was smile while chanting a small parade of "yes's" to himself. Then he stopped and turned to me and said, "we can celebrate later we don't have enough time! now go say bye one last time!"

  "Right!" I said while sprinting across the library to go get the book. When i saw the cover of the book my heart melted. That time really did mean a lot to him. The title was, "Star Gazing with Changbin." Right as i was about to open the book i heard seungmin say, "hey. Make sure it's worth it." I smiled and nodded going back to opening up the book. I opened it but this time it was really different. Instead of taking time, the whole thing just overwhelmingly came out at once. It wasn't paused either i had came in the middle of a memory. And... i saw Changbin quietly sitting on the floor watching it.

  My heart had stopped. I instantly started to silently cry. I was so happy that i ran up behind him and just gave him hug holding him in my embrace without saying anything.

  "F-Felix?" As soon as i heard his voice i couldn't hold in my silent cries any longer. I became a wailing mess holding him tighter and closer.

  "I missed you so m-much Changbin." I said through tears. Changbin just smiled pulling me in front of him and holding my cheeks.

  "Don't cry my prince. You can see me now." Changbin said while still holding onto me. That made me stop crying a little less.

"By the way, you're not dead right?"
He asked worriedly. I just chuckled. "No changbin I'm not dead. I can't explain everything right now though." He just smiled and replied with, "Good, i don't want you to die early. I want you to live a happy non sad life. I hope that your not moping around all day. And I hope that my death won't change the person you are." I felt guilty. I responded with, "but changbin... you made me happy, and the person who i am today." Changbin sighed and said, "Felix, i might have made you feel happier, but i only affected who you are today. I didn't make you into anyone new. You decided to change yourself into a better person but use me as an influence. I never forced you to become a better person, you chose to for your sake. Just like how you influenced me to become a better person. I'm happy with whatever life you choose as long as you stop hurting yourself and remain happy. I can rest peacefully knowing that the person that i love most isn't suffering. Felix, i love you no matter what person you choose to act like, because i know deep down who you really are. You're a funny, nice, sweet, person with a kind heart who can care for others. You have the cutest habits and unique hobbies that help add extra personality to you. Everything you do defines who you are, and you're Lee Felix." Changbin smiled again.