ADMIRE•Inazuma Eleven One Shots[CFCU]

«• Suzuno Fuusuke X Reader●Guilt•»

A/N:Sorry for long wait!!!

Nagumo:AHEM I'M HERE TOO PEEPS!

Suzuno:Yeah we noticed it seeing that tulip of yours...

A/N:Now.Now.OKAY SO TODAY'S LUCKY BOIII IS...........

                          !Suzuno Fuusuke!

Nagumo:Ewwwwwwwwww.*Pats his tulip.*

Suzuno:Jealous Tulip.This was requested by Stxr_Penguin Why do I have to say this again?*Gets slapped.*

└➤BTW:Angst.

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Author's POV

Rain showered upon him heavily.Thunder roaring bright and load.The ground below was soaked with rain,soil murky.The weather howled in agony.A face grey atmosphere.Darkness covered the city.No one dared to step out in this horrible weather.They were either in shelter waiting for the temper of the weather to die down or seeking shelter.

No one,but a certain silver haired male.

He remained motionless eyes blanked with nothingness.And lips flat in a tight line.He was never a person to show his emotions but yet here he was.The tears on his cheeks camouflaged with the rain.It trickled from his cheeks,to his elbow then down to his knees.

His silver strands stuck to his forehead hiding those pained eyes.He raised his head looking up to the dark sky.Eyes void of life as the rain poured onto his face.He wanted to scream to shout to yell everything out.

But nothing came out everything got stuck in his throat not wanting to escape.It hurt.It really did.He gritted his teeth as his shoulders quivered.He wanted to pour out everything to release the desperate pain in him.

He felt so guilty.He felt so selfish.He was in pain.In a complete nightmare.He didn't have words for what he was feeling for what he felt in him.

"Fuusuke talk to me!Tell me why!"

Her voice rang in his head as the memories flooded inside him.Her sweet voice,those beautiful eyes.Just remembering about it made his heart crash into multiple pieces.He felt himself melt over her.

But he didn't have the right to anymore did he?

"Why?Why are you doing this?"

He remembered how broken and pained her voice was.He didn't have an excuse he didn't know what to say.He hated himself.He really did.

He hated the old him.But it was too late wasn't it?

"All of those innocent people!You just go destroy their schools!"

The thunder went louder as he collapsed onto his knees tears streaming down his cheeks more.He's never broken down like this.He didn't know why he did that maybe it was because of the Aliea rock.

But he never harmed Y/N.No.He hurt her even more.

"This isn't you!What's happened to you?"

He lost everything.He left all the way to Korea because of the endless guilt inside him.He left everything.He left her.He left his loved one.He left Y/N L/N.

But was it worth it?

"Why?Why you?Why are you doing this?"

Guilt rised in him.He had no reason to.Everything he was doing made no sense.Lightning struck down on the city.But he didn't move an inch.