fuck i fell in love. [garrett watts x reader]

the end bb

this will be the final chapter after like 2-3 years of writing it: i am so very sorry about how long everyone has waited on this story and the fact that i always made empty promises on it. but this is a long chapter for the ending and i promise it will be worth it :))
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"come get me soon garrett, it's too much"

y/n's pov

this torture was becoming too much to handle and everything is starting to fade but severely slowed. it was like i could feel the death and there was absolutely nothing i could do about it.

i really hoped garrett would save me but if he didn't, then that was okay. over this time ive come to terms and accepted the idea that if i die, garrett will be here and without me. he will slowly and gradually move on and although it pains me, i think it'll be okay.

i haven't had food or water in so long, and i don't even know how long is long. it's pitch black in my area and i can hear what they're going to do to me once they have everything prepared. it's terrifying but ive been through this once, i can handle another time as well.

and although everything isnt okay or going to be okay: i just know that i have garrett and in some way i always will.

a few days earlier: garretts pov

adrian has become the leader of this save y/n operation and im so thankful for it. im terrified honestly and i miss my baby. ive become completely numb and i don't even know if we will find her. it's absolutely terrifying and i feel so alone even with people all around me.

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"wait! guys i think i have something, it's not a guarantee at all but i think i may have found two possible places where they have relocated since our time there!" said adrian. my entire heart skipped several times. i genuinely start crying a bit.

i go over to him to see what he's found and low and behold there are two locations: one just outside of california and one in a completely secluded place it seems near washington. as adrian said, it's not a guarantee: but it's definitely something.

present time: garretts pov

ive definitely become more determined to find my love and im more demanding about things now because i am sick and tired of not knowing exactly where she is. although i have felt so insanely guilty because adrian, even as a great support system and locator of things, has been drained and i really want to check on him.

i walked up to the man who had his hands on his temples rubbing them to relieve stress it seems. "hey adrian, how are you doing?"
as it seems ive startled him, he replies, "oh! Jesus Christ, you scared me im sorry! uhm, i don't know, i haven't for a while, we still need to prepare and so much it's just a lot and im terrified if she's even alive anymore,"
he realizes he's talking to during his rant and turns to me saying, "wait not what i meant im really sorry."
with my own worries its not like i haven't thought of that recently as well but adrian needs to get out of the house and see the sun, as do i honestly. "it's okay, it's reasonable, how about we go out for a bit and get something to eat? we need a break i feel, and everyone else can keep working for a bit i feel."
as he sighs, he complies and we head out soon enough.

we take his car since it's just easier like that and drive over to a fast food restaurant window to get some food. we order lots of it since we haven't eaten in a long time anyways. we agree on this deal to go to the park to get some sun while eating our totally healthy meal.

once we get there, we park adrians car and while taking the food, we head to the nearest bench to start digging in. during our digging in, our conversations slowly become more personal and deep. "im sure all of this has been a really hard thing to process and deal with, how have you been doing?" he asks.
honestly im still trying to figure out the answer to that so for now i just give my best answer, "the best anyone can really, it's hard and im tired, i don't even remember the last time i slept but it's okay because i need her and i love her. thank you for all of your help by the way, i really appreciate it."
he just stares at me which should sound creepy but some how it was insanely natural, as if we had been doing this for centuries. i haven't felt this feeling since i first met y/n. it's odd and it feels like im cheating but im sure that's not the case im really truly sure of it. i hope.