Dear Person Reading This

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Dear person reading this,

I have no idea if anyone is going to read this, but does it really matter? This is pointless. Though apparently I need a different way to take out my anger then the system that I already have, which is shopping. Maybe it isn’t the best way to handle things but its how I’m handling it. Everyone is being forced to write out their feelings and explain where everything went wrong, honestly I have no idea where all went wrong, it just did. Nothings gone wrong with me, just everyone else. One person has managed to change everything, and some will accept it and others wont. But we all have to get over it. I understand that maybe I’m being a bitch, or that I’m being insensitive, but why care about what doesn’t matter that much? Really? Tell me one reason, other than that she’s alone. We’ve all had our moments of being alone. And we all need to get over it by ourselves.

Kat

Katrina’s POV

            Today was just another day. Nothing special. Yet it just felt different. I walked out of my room in my indigo pajama shorts, black halter top and covered myself with a robe my father bought hand made in China. It was my fathers favorite place.

            I lived on the top floor of the 4-story building. Leaving me with the most amount of space in the house, and leaves me a whole story between my brothers and I. sometimes it makes me feel like I live alone, though that means I have a roommate. Calum Hood lives in the guest room on the same floor though he’s never around. He’s always with the other boys or Caitlin, his goofy girlfriend.

            Since I was by myself for the most part I decided I would shower, shave my legs, pluck my eyebrows, and then get ready for school. Which would most likely give me 30 minutes to an hour for a homemade breakfast. Perfect. As my dad always says, “You need to look like you just got out of a photo shoot, image is everything.”

            I headed downstairs first to eat, before I was even in the kitchen I could hear the two older boys bickering about something, like usual. They may be very well mannered proper young men when they’re out and about but when their home they might as well be like every other teenage boy. Once finally in the kitchen I noticed they were fighting over the last piece of bacon, not surprising really. I however ignored the two and grabbed my usual egg on toast with a side of ham. Then headed back upstairs to eat the delicious meal, than get ready. I didn’t exactly want to see the 15 and 20 year olds acting like pigs so I decided I’d rather be by myself.

            After walking up the 3 stories and getting to my area I grabbed my phone to see Ashton send me a text, and of course it was still as cocky as ever. I swear to god he has enough confidence for everyone in our high school. Not even wanting to reply I placed my phone on the table, hooked it up to the Bluetooth sound system and started playing my usual music while I ate and got ready.

            And hour later and I was finally done. I managed to shower, shave, pluck my eyebrows, blow dry my hair, style my hair, do my makeup and plan out my outfit. The outfit of the day consisted of a black Abercrombie & Fitch Kylie Cropped Halter Tank, Jaded London Rainbow rose mini skirt, Dv By Dolce Vita Marlyn Boots, and Kara Black Pebbled Leather Zipper Backpack. It was going to be warm today so I wanted to make sure that I was able to dress nice and not have to cover it up with a sweater or jacket.

            I couldn’t believe that it was the last year of school. And once again I will be running the school with my best friends. And now that the pit is finally finished we wont have to go to the bowling alley, cause honestly I’m getting really tired of hanging out with all the freshmen. You see, with my fathers job, I get everything I want. I basically have unlimited money. People hate it but man do I love it, and so do my friends.

            After grabbing everything I need for the day I head downstairs to see Calum and Caitlin talking to Monty. I don’t really care what they are talking about because I’ve most likely missed most of the conversation. So I make my presence known and try to get them to head out. I don’t want to waste anymore time getting there so I can tell the group the big news. This will definitely be the highlight of the whole semester.

“Can we go? I want to tell everyone the news today… and soon.”

“You mean the warehouse?”

“Monty! They don’t know yet!”

“Whoops….”

“Lets just head out now.”

            And with that we all head out and towards the school.

Monty: Dylan O'Brien

Hudsen: Cameron Boyce

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