So I didn't update for a really long time because I didnt think anyone would actually read this but when I checked it had over 40 reads :)) thanks for that. Sorry if this sucks
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How could I let this happen?
I started driving home but then I realized that I looked terrible because of the party last night. I couldn't let my parents see me like this so I decided to drive to my best friend Calum's house. After pulling in front of his house I sent my parents a quick text and then let myself in his house. I called for him but when I got part way up the stairs I heard the shower running so I decided to find something to eat.
I was crying while eating my cereal when I heard someone coming down the stairs. "Blair?' he spoke "What are you doing hear?' I turned to look at him with tears running down my cheeks. "Oh my god are you okay? Come here" he pulled me in to a tight hug. "come on lets sit on the couch and you can tell me what happened". We sat with our legs crossed looking at eachother. It took me a few minutes to pull myself together "I think I did a really bad thing Calum. I'm such a bad person!" I dropped my head in to my hands and silently cried. "No you aren't Blair. But why do you say that?"
I told him all the events starting with going to the party last night all the way up until this very moment. He stayed quiet for a few moments, as if trying to decide what he should say. Finally he spoke up, "Look Blair, I know Luke convinced you to wait to tell Michael but I really believe you should tell him now. You can tell him that you aren't even completely sure that it happened, but you could hurt him more if you keep this from him."
Dammit. I hate that Calum is always right. "Ok your right Cal" I looked at him "but im scared to do this alone. Will you please come with me?" "Of course, Blair. But you should get cleaned up first, you can shower in my bathroom if you want, and there is advil in the cabnit"
I took a quick shower then changed back in to my jeans from last night and threw on calums hoodie and took a couple more advil. We drove separately to Mikey's just in case one of us stayed there longer. I took a deep breath and walked inside going straight to his room. I knew he would be in there since he always lays in bed for a while after waking up. His laziness is one thing I love about him.
"Hey love" he said as I pushed open his door "I wasn't expecting to see you until tonight". I looked at him, trying to decide how to tell him. "Mikey we need to talk" I sat on the bed and motioned for Calum to come in. Mikey gave me and Calum a confused look. "So you know how I went to Luke's party last night? Well this morning I kinda sorta woke up in his bed.. And I can't remember any details from last night so Im not even completely sure that anything happened but I felt too terrible to not tell you, eventhough Luke wanted to wait" I rambled
He just stared at me "Mikey please say something!" I cried. A few more seconds passed before he finally said "Was Luke drunk too when it happened?" I looked at him confused "Uh I don't really know.. why?" "Because if he was drunk then things happen and we will discuss it later, but if he wasn't then he took advantage of you and if thats true then I'm going to beat the shit out of him"
His reaction completely surprised me. I thought he would yell or tell me to get out but he was so calm. He told me that we wouldn't do anything about it until I could remember the events from the previous night. God I'm so in love with him. He continues to amaze me everyday. Calum left shortely after the conversation to go to work and Mikey and I decided to watch a movie.
I couldn't focus on the movie because I kept trying to remember last night. I started to think about what Mikey said, was luke even drunk last night? He didn't have a hangover like I did this morning. Did he really use this opportunity to get with me? He has always flirted with me, but never made a real move because of Mikey. I kept focusing on how he didn't seem to have a hangover.. Things weren't adding up "uhh mikey..." I croaked
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