If I Stay. (Sam Wilkinson fanfic)

Chapter 27

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I wake up to a bright light blinding my eyes. “Close the blinds.” I mumble into the pillow, covering my eyes. I hear a chuckle, and the light in the room goes away. I open my eyes, and see I’m not in my room. Taylor is laying next to me, and I’m in his arms. What the fuck. I quickly get up, and fix my hair. “What’s wrong?” He says, putting his hands behind his head, exposing his bear chest even more. “Uh.. I… I, uh gotta go shower. Big day today.” I say, quickly grabbing my shoes and walking out the door. Why the fuck did I stay in his room?! I walk to my room, and see the bed is empty. Still no Sam? 

I look at the clock and see it’s 9:43. Holy shit. It’s Sam’s birthday! I walk to the kitchen and see Cameron and Sam sitting at the table talking. “There you are.. I was looking for you.” I say quietly. He looks up and blinks. “I was looking for you too. Can we talk?” He asks. I nod, and walk back to the room. I see Cameron giving him a nod, and walking towards me. 

We get to the room, and he closes the door before sitting on the bed. “I..I’m sorry. For yesterday. For being an ass to you and to not trusting you.” I nod, and walk up to him. “It’s okay. I understand your frustration towards me for being with Jai.” I say. I sit next to him, and he looks at me. “ I just don’t.. I don’t want him near you anymore.” He says. I nod. “I know. I didn’t go there to see him, he found me there and was trying to make peace with me. He wanted to be a part of my life again, saying he’ll never hurt me again or whatever. Physically at least.” I say. “I told him no though. So don’t worry.” I smile. He smiles back, and grabs my hand. “So we’re good?” He asks. I nod, and kiss him. He pulls me onto his lap, and holds my waist. I wrap my legs around his waist, and my arms set on his shoulders. “Eager little man.” I smirk pulling away. “You can’t blame me. I haven’t had this much action since that night in the car.” He says. I laugh throwing my head back. He smiles and pulls me closer. “Happy birthday.” I whisper in his ear, dragging my hands down his torso, to the end of his shirt. I slip my hands under the thin fabric, and feel his abs, up to his chest. 

He starts kissing down my neck, when I hear a knock on the door. “Hey ma- shit, sorry.” Taylor says, and closes the door again. “Every fucking time.” Sam groans. I laugh and hug him. “I love you.” I say. “I love you too.” He replies. I get off of his lap, and he whimpers. I laugh, and go to the dresser, and take out his gift. It’s still in the Forever 21 bag, so I take it out and walk over to him. “I was going to wait ‘till later but I thought now was a good time.” I say, smiling and handing him the gift. He smiles, and grabs it and opens it. He grabs the wrapped gift first, and opens it. He looks up at me with a huge smile and grabs me and kisses me. “I love it. Thank you baby.” He says. “There’s more, babe.” I say. He grabs the bag again, and takes out the box. He opens it and gasps. “The watch? Marlene, you didn’t have to do this. It’s too much!” He says. “I know, I wanted to. Because I love you.” I say, sitting next to him. “You’re the best. Baby I love you so much.” He says, hugging me tight. “I know.” I say, smiling. Someone knocks on the door again, and I go and open it. “Y’all done yet?” Taylor says, quite rudely. “Uhm, yes?” I say, coming out more like a question. “Well the guys are waiting for you in the living room.” He says looking at Sam, ignoring me. “Okay.” Sam replies. “Okay.. I’m going to change.” I say. I walk to the closet, and change into decent clothes.

I put on black jeans, a white loose shirt, and a grey knit cardigan, and my black and white converse. I go to the bathroom to fix my hair, deciding to put it in a messy bun, not wanting to deal with it right now. I walk back to the room to see Sam dressed in a dark maroon colored shirt, black jeans, and some black adidas shoes, with a black leather hoodie jacket, and the watch I bought him. “‘You look cute.” He says, coming towards me. “You do too. Even if I can’t really good cause I don’t have my contacts in.” I say, laughing. “I’ll see you out there, yeah?” He says. I nod, and he walks out.

I put on a silver necklace with a key hanging off of it, before spraying on some perfume and leaving the room. “Happy birthday, bro.” Everyone says to him, as I enter the living room. “So what are we doing today for your birthday, man? It’s already like almost 3.” Matt says to Sam. Cameron looks at me, and motions me to the kitchen. We walk in, and I stand there waiting for him to talk. “We planned a surprise party for him later at a place a friend hooked me up with.” He says.“Okay, the what are we going to do now? You know, so he won’t be all suspicious or anything.” I say. “We’ll take him out to eat, and come back home and say we’re going downtown or whatever, yeah?” “I guess. That’s nice of you guys.” I say, smiling. He smiles back with a nod, and we go back to the living room. “So, let’s go eat somewhere, yeah? What about Bdubs?” Cameron suggest. 

All the guys agree, and get all hyped up before going to get ready. “I for real need a girl here with me I swear.” I mumble. Sam laughs and comes up to me. “Don’t worry babe. When we get back home I’ll show you some of my cousins, yeah?” He says, looking down at me. “Okay.” I say, setting my chin on his chest. He rubs his nose across my cheek, then kisses me. “Uhm we’re ready, bro.” Taylor says, not making eye contact. There’s obviously something wrong with him, and I’ll find out later. “Go with them, I have to get my bag.” I say. I go to the room and grab my purse, and put some stuff in, and take some stuff out, and put on my glasses before walking to the door. 

I didn’t notice Taylor standing there, until I bumped into his chest. “Shit Taylor. Say something at least!” I say. “I can’t believe you.” He says, crossing his arms. “What?” “Oh, Marlene don’t act like last night was nothing!” He shouts. “What are you talking about?! I just came to your room to sleep so I wouldn’t be alone. If you haven’t noticed being alone and my thoughts aren’t really a good match.” I say, crossing my arms, and looking away. “I know that wasn’t the only reason you came in there, Marlene.” He says in a low voice, lowering his head. “Oh, okay. I get it. You think I like you?” I say, laughing, “Sorry babe. I don’t if you didn’t know yet, I have a boyfriend I am very happy with right now. So no, last night didn’t mean anything to me cause I don’t like you like that.” I say, walking past him.

I walk outside and see all the guys getting in the car, Sam being the last. I smile at him, and get in the car to the other end of the car.. He comes in right after, and I see Taylor coming towards the car through the window. He comes in the car sitting in the front seat. “LET’S GOO!” Cam yells, starting the car and driving off, while Taylor blasts the music and all the guys shouting, and acting crazy. My phone vibrates and see it’s a message from Valeria.

From: Ballerina 😉 😍

Facetime? x

To: Ballerina 😉 😍

Can’t babe. I’m in the car with all of Sam’s friends. Later? Xx

From: Ballerina 😉 😍

Okay. Have fun. Xx

I put my phone away, and lean my head on the window, and looking out at the trees. I catch Taylor looking at me at the corner of my eye, but decide to not look back. He sighs, and turns away wiping his face. The car ride is a full 20 minutes of immature little men being loud, and singing.