𝙈𝙮 𝙀𝙭'𝙨 𝙒𝙞𝙛𝙚

So Kiss me.

After a month of avoiding me Meredith finally walked into my office. "Dr.Montgomery, there  is an incoming trauma" Meredith said as she stumbled into my office.

"Is anybody pregnant?" I asked.

"No, but we normally let the attending's know when there is a trauma coming in" she said firmly. She turned and started walking.

"Wait!" I called. She turned to face me.

"What do you need?" She asked raising an eyebrow. She always used to do that when she wanted something from me.

"Why did you react like that when I told you about Derek and I?" I asked. For a moment it looked as if her eyes went cold.

"I-I need to go, there's an in coming trauma" she said turning once more. I stood up and shut the door.

"They can save lives without you, so please just answer me" I said sternly. She looked like she was considering telling me but she stayed quiet. "Now you've got nothing to say? I told you about us a month ago, you've been avoiding me since and you still have nothing to say?"

"What do you want me to say to you?" She asked. I shrugged my shoulders.

"You still love him don't you!" I said angrily. "You want him all to yourself, don't you!" She looked angry. Hurt almost.

"You're so fucking blind and oblivious it hurts Addison!" She yelled. Her face was red with anger. Her chest was heavily rising. If looks could kill I'd once again be dead. "I don't want him! I wang someone else" she said angrily. She stepped closer to the door. "Move out of my way" she said harshly.

"No, I won't" I replied. She stepped closer. She placed her hand on the door non trying to turn it.

"Addison!" She yelled. Her piercing blue eyes connected to mine. "Move now."

"Why?" I asked, I was acting like a child and we both knew it. She started looking me up and down.

"Because the more you fight me the more I want to kiss you" She said in a whisper.

"So kiss me" I said as I leaned in to bite her neck. I heard the lock click and she pulled me in to a rough kiss. We made our way over to the couch and she pulled me into her lap as she sat down. She made mark after mark in my chest. "No, don't leave any marks, Derek will see them" I said softly.

"So cover them up, that's what foundation is for" she said as she made more marks on my pale skin. 

"Mmh" I moaned quietly.

"Addison?" She called out softly, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"No, I'm married and I can't cheat on him again" I said firmly.

"Addie?" She said once more.

"Please leave, there is an incoming trauma and they probably need you" I said softly. I moved away from the door and watched her walk out. I wanted to kiss her so bad but I just couldn't. I wasn't too sure if I felt this way because I still lover her or because of how close she was.

Yes I know I am evil for teasing you with a sex day-dream but I knew some of you would expect it to happen because of the chapter name. Trust me you won't see it coming.