Y/n has been, and is, JJ and John B's best friend since the third grade. Her mom is a drug addict, her dad a alcoholic. She soon finds out she has romantic feelings for JJ and gets jealous, thinking he has a thing for their other friend, Kie. Will Y...
After JJ had kissed you, all your panic fading away. JJ's kisses were the only thing to stop your panic attacks recently and that scared JJ. What if he wasn't there when you got one? What if you needed him and he wasn't there?
The whole way back to John B's house, rarely no words were said. You sat in JJ's lap as you continued to calm down from your panic attack. The crew obviously now knows something is going on between you and JJ, and frankly, you don't care. All you care about is him, and being in his arms. The entire word could be crumbling to pieces but you wouldn't care, you only cared about JJ.
JJ. The only person who knew you best, the only person who could calm you down. The person who had his arms wrapped strongly around you, making you feel the most safe you ever have been. Anything could happen but you would feel safe in JJ's arms. The JJ who was rubbing small circle gently on the exposed flesh of your waist. The JJ, who would do anything to protect you. The JJ who was your boyfriend, your lover.
As soon as John B found out the compass was his dads, he was in disbelief. He had new hope that his dad was alive, new hope that he would get to see him again.
You were still slightly shaking from the people who fired a gun at you so when you got to John B's house, JJ instantly grabbed you and placed you on the couch before getting you water. Everyone else circled around you, wanting to know what had you so scared, and more excitedly, what was going on between you and JJ.
JJ came back with a water and sat down next to you, his arm wrapping around your waist protectively. His hand rubbing small circles again on the exposed flesh of your hip.
Kiara watched you as you gulped down half the water bottle before putting it down and leaning your head on JJ's shoulder. She slightly smiled, always knowing the two would one day be together.
It was silent in the room, except for JJ's soft whispering, which could only be heard by y/n. Everyone watched as the two moved closer together, JJ whispering in her ear unknown words, and y/n sighing as she calmed down from her panic attack. This happened for a few more minutes before John B broke the silence.
"So, uh, are you two together?" He asks. You look up at JJ, not knowing if he wanted to tell them yet. He smiles slightly.
"Yes, we are". He tells them, confidently. The crew all smile and smirk, knowing this day would come.
It was silent again, but this time Kiara broke it.
"On the boat, y/n, did you have a panic attack?" She asks carefully. You sigh knowing your gonna have to tell them what happened. You nod your head before telling them a brief story of what had happened with your dad, and how afraid of guns you were. JJ the whole time would kiss around your face, supporting you. He knew you were uncomfterable. He knew you were scared of how they would react.
"I don't know. It's just whenever I come close to a gun, or if one goes off I just panic. My chest tightens and I can't breathe. It's scary, its so scary. I can't hear anyone around me, I just feel alone... I told JJ a few years ago how to help stop them, and it has worked, but recently I just can't calm down. And for some reason once JJ kisses me... it's like all the panic fades away. I can feel things and hear voices after that. My breathing controls, I'm still shaken up, but for the most part the panic attack stops." You finish.
"And I'm sorry, for never telling you guys about this. They weren't happening a lot and I thought I could control it on my own," you add. They all look at you sympathetically and walk over to give you supporting hugs.
"We understand, and we are always here if you need it. We don't know what it feels like to have a panic attack, but I'm sure that JJ will always help you," Kiara whispers. They all nod in agreement.
"We always got your back," John B says.
"Always," Pope adds.
"Thanks guys, it means a lot. And sorry for breaking the no Pogue-on-Pogue making rule..." you say. They all smirk.
"It was bound to happen one day, we all saw it coming".
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hey guys! sorry this one is kind of short, I only have two more weeks of school and then I can more so focus on my writing. but thank you all for the support. episode one of outer banks is over, so my next writing will surround parts of episode 2. hope you've enjoyed this so far! leave comments on how I can make this better, or specific parts you want!! <3
