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LONGING | page 18

Restless.
That's how I have been feeling for the past week.

Ever since he told me to wait for him I haven't seen a single dream. The first time I woke up without seeing him I was already worried.

Everything felt off and still does.
I've visited him a couple times at the hospital, I spoke to him, I asked him to wake up- or appear in my dreams again- any sign that he is still with me.

Any sign that he ever even was with me.

The twins and Hoseok noticed my change in behaviour and tried to get me to tell them what was wrong but their attempts only frustrated me even more since I couldn't just tell them that comatose Taehyung hasn't been in my dreams for a week straight.

Fuck.

What is one supposed to do with this kind of feeling?! I can't concentrate on anything, I can barely concentrate on my studies.
God... he's going to make me cry for him soon.

I can't do anything.
I just had to play the waiting game. It wasn't like I could set up a meeting with the CEO of dreams and ask them to make Taehyung wake up or appear again anyway.

"Help me, Malachi," I mumbled, squatting in front of my cat, just watching the creature eat its food.

The cat didn't respond unfortunately. I let out a deep sigh, deep enough for Malachi to pause his eating and stare at me with his big eyes.

"What?" I spoke, feeling a bit judged.

He meowed at me, then resumed his eating. He probably called me stupid.

Whatever. I turned away, staring at the raindrops that kept hitting the window. A ping distracted me from my thoughts. It was my phone. I picked it up, looking at the notification: it was from Hoseok.

'Are you okay?'
His text said. I frowned. No, I wasn't. I was worried sick. I wasn't going to lie to him.

'Just worried.'

Another ping.
'About what?'

'Taehyung.'

'...'
'He'll wake up soon.'

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20.07.2020
things r gonna start happening soon!!
i hope i don't have any spelling mistakes or some shtit cause ya know i have been lazy and not proof reading these chapters before posting