Deku Pov
The next day, I didn't go to school. I didn't want to see Kacchan, not after what he did to me yesterday. I layed in the bed, not daring to move. I sat staring at the ceiling for hours, before my stomach rumbled, forcing me to get up and eat.
I groaned as I rolled out of bed, heading downstairs to the kitchen. I ate a small bowl of cereal, watching out the window as I ate. I saw the wind blow through the trees, rain slowly starting to fall. The rain progressively grew harder, thunder beginning to crack and lightning striking. The roof echoed the rain, me smiling at the sound. Thunderstorms are great....The amount of damage they can cause, the fires that can start with the lightning strikes, it makes me happy to think about.
I put my bowl and spoon in the sink to wash later. I headed back upstairs, grabbing my phone. I looked to see several missed calls and texts from Asui, Uraraka, Iida, and Todoroki.
Uraraka: Deku where r u?
Uraraka: r u ok?
Todoroki: Midoriya class has started where are you?
Asui: Midoriya are you alright?
Iida: Midoriya it is very unlike you to miss class, are you sick?
Todoroki: Midoriya text back I'm worried about you.
Asui: Midoriya? Are you there?
Iida: We will come over if you need us.
Missed call from Iida
Missed call from Uraraka
Missed call from Iida
Missed call from Todoroki
Missed call from Uraraka
Missed call from Asui
Missed call from Iida
Missed call from Todoroki
Missed call from Uraraka
Missed call from Asui
Missed call from Iida
Missed call from Todoroki
Missed call from Iida
Missed call from UrarakaI chuckled at the amount of times they tried calling me. I started a group call, all of them answering immediately.
"Midoriya are you alright!?!?" Todoroki asked panicked. "Deku where are you?" Uraraka had a worried expression. "Kero are you sick? Kero." "Midoriya you never miss class do you need us to come over?" Iida said.
I chuckled. "I'm fine guys.....I just didn't feel the best, so I stayed home."
"Do you want us to come over?" Todoroki asked, a little relieved.
"I think I'll be okay. You don't have to come if you don't want to, just tell me what we did in class." I answered.
"We're not doing crap really, Mr. Aizawa fell asleep before he could finish his sentence." Uraraka said in response. I laughed a little. "Of course he did." We all shared a small laugh, before Iida spoke up again.
"I'm glad you're alright Midoriya, are you sure we don't need to come over?" I shook my head. "It's alright, I'll be fine." We chatted a while longer before hanging up.
I sighed, listening to the rain. I decided to draw, so I got out a piece of paper and a pencil, drawing something.
When I finished and looked at what I had drawn, I jumped.
"Wh-What.....Why would I draw that.....I look like, a villain......." Is what I said out loud. But in my mind, I thought, 'You know, I would look pretty cool like that.....' A smile found its way onto my face, a creepy smile. Without knowing what I was doing, I walked to my closet and found a suit, going to put it on. I loosened the tie so that my collar went out in a way that seemed to work well, and finding a pair of leather black gloves. I looked in the mirror, smiling. That was until what I looked like registered in my mind.
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!??? WHAT AM I DOING!?!?" I yelled. I tore off the clothes, putting on a t-shirt and jeans instead. "I'm losing my mind..." I ripped up the drawing, and threw the clothes to the floor of my closet. I headed outside, walking towards the park. People looked at me strangely for walking outside in a thunderstorm without an umbrella, but I paid them no mind. I soon arrived and sat down on a bench, closing my eyes and breathing in deeply.
"Dammit.....First the dream and now this....No, I'm training to be a hero. I'm not going to be a villain....I won't...." I sat on the bench for a bit, before soon getting up and heading into the woods. I walked into the woods, looking at the trees around me. When I was in the middle of the woods, I sat down against the trunk of one of the huge trees.
I looked around, a thought coming to mind. "This would be a great place to die....Or commit a murder....." The fact I had said it out loud was scary enough, but it made it worse when it seemed everything went silent, and all movement had stopped. It seemed that even the storm had stopped, even though the rain continued to pour. My blood ran cold, and I slowly got up. "Is anyone there?" I called out. No response. I began to walk out of the woods, heading back to the park.
"I'll come back here.....Seems like a good place to find a dead body...."
I left, thinking of ways to kill myself in the woods. Hanging, gunshot to the head, overdose......stab myself.
I decided that the way I wanted to end it was by stabbing myself. Not now, not today, maybe not tomorrow, but I will.
I left the woods, a chill running down my spine as a loud clap of thunder and lightning struck across the sky. I hurried and ran home, entering my house and heading back upstairs.
"Do I need to go to school anyway? I mean, it's not like it's going to make much of a difference....No. I need to go to train to be a hero. Whether Kacchan is going to keep doing that or not. I have to be a hero, for Mom." I went to lay down, attempting to calm myself.
When that didn't work, I decided to record more about heroes in my journals. However, when I opened the journals, I ripped out every page that had anything about Kacchan. I ripped up the pages, but still wasn't satisfied. I put the pieces in the fire pit, and burned them.
"Better." I muttered. I watched the flames dance, imagining people burning in a building. Or, more specifically, Kacchan burning and screaming in agony. I smiled devilishly, walking inside.
I shut and locked the door behind me, my smile never leaving.
I walked upstairs, heading to my room. I layed down, satisfied. I closed my eyes, and imagined Kacchan burning in flames as he screamed for mercy. My smile grew wider and creepier, me falling asleep as I thought about it.
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Enjoy Chapter 2! Not sure how long I should wait till he tries to kill himself, sooooo it might be a chapter or two. See you in the next chapter!
~author
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