Miss me, Kacchan?

Chapter 1

Deku Pov

Kacchan. He bullied me again today. He told me to take a swan dive off the roof and kill myself. I hate this. He constantly bullies me everyday. Him and his ass hat friends. He needs to get a life and leave me alone. I'm not gonna say that to his face, but he needs to get a social life. I walked home from school, burn marks on my arms and face. I walked into my bathroom and grabbed my blade. I rolled up my sleeve and pressed the cold blade against my bare skin, and took a deep breath before pressing down on the blade and sliding it across my skin.

1 cut for being stupid.....

2 cuts for being a nerd.....

3 cuts for thinking i could ever be a hero......

4 cuts for being a bother to everyone......

5 cuts for making Kacchan unhappy.......

6 cuts for being a disappointment....

7 cuts for making mom work too hard.....

8 cuts for being the reason dad isn't here......

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58 cuts.... That's enough.....

I grabbed some bandages and alcohol, pouring the liquid onto my stinging cuts. I breathed in sharply at the sudden pain, but dealt with it nonetheless. I wrapped my arm, and put away the items I had taken out. I left the bathroom, walking into my bedroom. 

I fell onto the bed, letting out a huff. 

"Why do I even try......" I muttered aloud. 

I pulled a blanket over me, falling asleep.

*Beginning of dream*

I walked down the alley, rain pouring down. I looked down at the ground as I pulled my hood over my head, continuing to walk. I soon bumped into someone, yelling out a snarky comment.

"Hey watch where you're going!" I looked up and snarled, before seeing it had been a villain. 

I groaned in annoyance, but for some reason, didn't make any movement to hurt them or do anything a hero would. 

"I'll just let you go by....I'm not going to bother trying to hurt a villain anyway..." I was shocked when they didn't move, but looked at me with a strange expression.

"Hey, aren't you in that school for heroes?"

"...Yeah...Don't know why I bother anyway though....."

"Why not be a villain?"

*end of dream*

I awoke with a start. 

"I don't see any reason not to....No, I'm training to be a hero, I want to be a hero."

I shook my head quickly and got up, heading to the kitchen to find no one there. Why would there be anyway?

After Dad killed Mom two years ago and left, I've been all alone. No one knows, not even Mr. Aizawa. Mom was the only one I could trust, but Dad took her away......