U N E X P E C T E D ~Sequel~ (on hold!)

Updates

Some of my thoughts and rants, if you don't care you can click off. I just had to get this off my chest :)

6/3/2020

Times are very stressful and confusing right now. I'm very overwhelmed, i can barely sleep at night because i keep overthinking about everyone's safety and everything going on. I have a lot of anxiety, I'm scared, i'm angry, i'm stressed, i'm worried because of how the protesters are being treated right now. Also ICE is in my city right now and scarily close to my neighborhood. I'm not undocumented, neither are my parents but i know people who are. When Trump became president some of my neighbors were deported to Mexico, people I've known since i was a little girl. I don't want this to happen again to my people or anyone who is undocumented.

I'm angry and scared because of how the police are handling situations, they're making shit worse, some officers are so cold hearted i honestly can't believe it.. but the people protesting are strong because they keep going back for more and i know they're not going to stop until everything is right.  I'm angry because of the dumb shit Trumps been saying and ordering officials to do. We have a pussy ass rac(p)ist ass president who decided to hide in a goddamn underground bunker rather than make things right. 

I saw a video yesterday of police talking about killing people that made me feel sick. They were saying $100 for black people and $50 for Hispanics/latinos. 

I'm disgusted by them and worried for my people and black people. 

(Damn i'm deadass fucking emotional writing this, i'm starting to cryyyyy ahhhh)

It doesn't feel right to post right now but i'm gonna try to post because i know we could use the distraction. I wanna give you guys something else to focus on because i know that's what'd i want.

Please try your best to stay off of social media, that's what i'm doing. I've been twitter sometimes bc i wanna keep up with the news and Twitter is VERY unfiltered so i get to see what i need to see. I'm only on Wattpad rn bc this is like my safe place..

So.. just know if you need anything at all please feel free to reach out. If you need to vent or If you just wanna talk send me a message. 

Please try to stay off of social media, take a break from watching the news because it's all very overwhelming. It's crazy because i noticed i pick up emotions from people and right now i'm feeling wayyyy too much. At times i get really dizzy because of how much i'm feeling, i can't make this shit up.

Please stay inside. Please stay safe. 

Read, write, play video games, Watch Netflix, paint, listen to music, play with your dog or cat- anything to keep your mind distracted right now. But don't stop spreading awareness on the matter. Sign petitions, educate yourself. 

On a positive note... The officers involved in George Floyd's murder will be charged with aiding and abetting murder. Our voices are being heard.

We got the Witches and Anonymous on our side. We stan. 💅🏻💓

I'll talk to you soon.. I love you guys. ❤

~Melissa 💓