Ellington~
I was in a pile of sweat. I sat up and saw that I was in a hospital room. There was a button that said "Emergency Button" so I pushed it. A bunch of nurses and doctors rushed in and asked what was wrong. "Where am I." I ask. I wasn't looking for any excuses. "Well your in the mental hospital in California."One of the nurses said.
Fuck.
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Rydel
Ellington is in the mental hospital because of me. I'm such a fucking idiot just like Luke says. I'M nothing but an ugly dumb blonde, and I'll never be more. I was stupid to ever think that Ell liked me. I should've known that I had the bullying coming. I should've known that I was vulnerable, and I should've been able to be stronger. I'm a fucked up person.
It's night time and the house is still so I creep down the stairs and into the kitchen. I get into the fridge and take out my dads vodka, and start drinking it like there's not anything beside me and the Alcohol. I finally decided to put down the bottle sometime in the silence, and went back to her room.
She sat down at her desk and wrote a note that said:
тo тнe ғaмιly,
тнe вand wιll нave тo go on wιтнoυт мe, вecaυѕe вy тнe тιмe yoυ geт тнιѕ, ι'll вe long gone. ι can'т тell yoυ wнere, or wнy, вυт ι'll вe oĸay, and ι'll alwayѕ love yoυ.
rydel.
After that I packed my suitcase, and jumped out my window, my mind a blur from being drunk, and walked to who knows where.
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Do I Matter? {A Rydellington Fanfiction}
FanfictionRydel Lynch, (r5's keyboard player) is in love with her fellow bandmate Ellington Ratliff. But meanwhile she's bullied by Luke Hemming's, the schools bad boy. She becomes suicidal, but at the same time falls for Luke. When Ellington finds out, will...
