Rydel-
Luke just kissed me. My fucking bully kissed me? What did he think? That a kiss would make me forgive him? He's so confusing.
I start to walk away but he grabs my wrist and my heart skips a beat. "Let go!" I yell. "Why? Is there something you don't want me to see?" He asks. "LET ME GO!!" I'm screaming now. I feel him pull up my sleeve and I try to yank away, but his grip is too strong. "Rydel, I'm I'm.."
"Yea your sorry." And with tears streaming down my face, I walked off.
He saw my cuts. He caused them, it's all his fucking fault. Why? Why did he kiss me? He hates me, so why kiss me? This is all so confusing. I hear footsteps behind me, and I turn around to Luke not surprisingly.
"What do you want?" I ask.
"Rydel, listen. I know that those cuts are about me, and I really am sorry. I like you Rydel. I-I lov-" I cut him off.
"I don't want you Luke!" I was crying once again because of my childhood bully.
I ran as fast asI could. I ran and ran.
I didn't even know what to do. I rummaged through my purse and found my razor, and pushed deep into my arm. Almost immediately bright red started spilling down my arm. I took out my phone and asked Siri "get directons." "directions to where?" "San Diego California."
Ellington-
So Rydel ran away. She ran away from what? From me? From Luke? This is all so confusing.
(TIME SKIP)
1 month later
Ellington-
I'm at the Lynches house. I hear the doorbell ring, and I open the door only to find my one true love, Rydel Lynch.
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Do I Matter? {A Rydellington Fanfiction}
FanfictionRydel Lynch, (r5's keyboard player) is in love with her fellow bandmate Ellington Ratliff. But meanwhile she's bullied by Luke Hemming's, the schools bad boy. She becomes suicidal, but at the same time falls for Luke. When Ellington finds out, will...
