Ellington~
It's been about a week since Rydel has been in her room. She put her dresser up against her door, and locked it. There's no way I'll get in there. I wish I could've saved her from Luke, I wish she could just be happy, I wish she'd want me. I love her. But it's obvious she doesn't feel the same.
FLASHBACK~
December 18 2014
I walked into the boys bathroom, only to see a blonde girl on the floor. I immediately went up to her. Her arms were covered in tons of blood. I swiped her hair out of her face.
It was....
Rydel.
I started crying. No.no.no!!
I carried her out of the bathroom, calling the hospital, and the guys.
If she dies, I die. If she's hurt, I'm hurt.
END OF FLASHBACK~
She hates me! She hates me!!
I ran into my bathroom, and punched the mirror. Glass shattered everywhere as I fell to the ground.
I started to sob.
"SHE HATES ME!" I screamed, but only I could hear.
I took one of the pieces of glass and held it up to my arm, and cut 20 times.
"I HATE ME." I sobbed. It was to much to handle.
"Ellington, honey, are you oka-
She looked at me and started crying.
"I hate myself." I slurred from crying so much.
"I wanna die. I wanna die. I WANNA DIE!" I yelled.
She picked me up.
"Shh it's okay honey, everything's going to be okay.
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I woke up in a hospital room. Oh god no.
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Do I Matter? {A Rydellington Fanfiction}
FanficRydel Lynch, (r5's keyboard player) is in love with her fellow bandmate Ellington Ratliff. But meanwhile she's bullied by Luke Hemming's, the schools bad boy. She becomes suicidal, but at the same time falls for Luke. When Ellington finds out, will...
