( Jeff The Killer Fanfic) The Darkness In This World

Chapter One: Her Life

" Mom?" A tiny, trembling voice spoke softly. She was on the edge of sobbing.

She was standing in front of her mothers grave, a dusty black dress on. Her eyes held tears in them once again. She didn't want her mommy to disappear!

Nicole, the little girl, just stared at the grave. Her eyes grew emotionless. She knew it was her fault.. She was the one that said those unforgivable words.

Nicole had been standing there in the cold, open air for an hour now, and no one could move her.

" Honey, please," her father begged," let's go.."

Something inside Nicole snapped that day. She was only a teenager, but how could she say those words to her own mother?

Nicole fell on her knees next to her mothers grave, and hugged it tightly.

" MOM!" She yelled through her sudden heavy sob." PLEASE COME BACK IM SORRY! I DIDNT MEAN IT!" Nicole kept yelling until she couldn't scream no more. Her father tried to calm her, but she'd just shove him away.

These memories danced around Nicole's head. It has been three years since then, and now she's 17 years old. Did she get over her mothers death?

No, Nicole was still traumatized. She still believed it was her fault, but her father kept saying it wasn't.

" Eat... Now.." Her father spoke. Nicole snapped out of her flashback and stared down at her plate of food. She lost her appetite

"....." Nicole had refused to speak ever since her mother died. She just shook her head. Nicole's father sighed and stood up from the table.

" I'm done..." Her father spoke flatly. Nicole looked up at him with emotionless eye. She always had an bad effect on people, even her own parents. They would grow tired of her, watch her pity life, and kill their self. Nicole knew her father was going to die one day, and maybe today was the day.

Nicole once had a best friend at school, but ever since her mothers death, she'd give the same emotionless eyes to everyone. The teachers complained, even the kids. So, Nicole was turned to home schooling because her father was tried of the calls from school.

When Nicole left school, her friend killed herself... Yes, killed herself because of Nicole.

" I don't care no more!" He laughed lightly, as if he was going insane." I do everything I can for you, and this is all I get? Those emionless eyes?" He was now laughing insanely. Nicole wasn't affected by this... She was use to it herself. That was how her friend died.. He just randomly started laughing and jumped off a bridge in front of Nicole.

"...." Nicole once again refused to speak. She didn't care if she looked stupid to have a mouth and not use it, but she didn't care... She didn't care about anything no more.

Nicole's father shook his head after laughing. He ran to the phone and called a number Nicole knew well. This also happened before.. Nicole's father called the orphanage and took Nicole there for a whole year, but then he came back and picked her up randomly.

....

Nicole arrived at the orphanage between the time her father started going mad and the time a worker picked her up. She didn't pack anything, she never did...

Nicole scanned her old room and touched the wallpaper. She, for the first time, smiled lightly. She had once... 'Talked' to a boy. He said he was traveling the area. Nicole wished she could see his face, but he had it covered up the whole time they talked.

Just as a little emotion was in Nicole's eyes, someone opened her door. Nicole turned around, hiding her smile and the emotions in her eyes.

It was the consoler....

" Nicole..." She sighed." Your fathers dead..." She walked out. Nicole smirked just as her door closed. She knew he'd kill hisself.. Her smirk faded into a frown, but she didn't get to say her goodbyes.

" Yeah... Right," she muttered to herself. Nicole wouldn't talk to anyone but herself. Her lips was still a little sore from the shity stitches she sewed through her skin. Sadly, Nicole's father cut the stitches off. Now there was small, scabbed holes around her mouth.

Nicole had to admit. She was insane herself. It wasn't normal to think about killing people, and she did. Some times shed grab a knife and think about killing her father herself, but she couldn't brag herself to do it....

Nicole sighed and sat down on her hard bed. She was still human, right? Could she at least feel sad about her fathers death? No, she couldn't. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't feel sad about it..

Laying down, Nicole stared at the ceiling for who knows how long until she blacked out into a deep sleep..