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Dear Boyfriend,
What if tomorrow you notice my flaws and imperfections? What if you see the monster that lurks inside me? The very one I've tried so desperately to keep locked up. What if you don't look at me the same way as you did today. Because my biggest fear is that eventually you will see me the way I see myself. So I would like to say this: I thought having someone like you would help me recover and I'd be happier but it just made me realize that everything I thought about myself, like how I'm not good enough and how I'm worthless, is true. I think meeting you just sunk me in further into this depression.

Sincerely,
Noelle

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