Everyone asking me what tommorow will be?
All I know Is I'll be doing me.
Same thing, same dreams, writing away with my Adhd.
I mean, what else you wanna see?
Lately I been the rapper they gassing up.
You dont like me? Well, that makes 2 of us.
Just dropped album, they said the vibe working.
I may not be on your top 10, but I'm learning.
Still not certain, wake up everyday searching for my purpose.
Think I should know it by now, but I'm still maturing as a person.
I'm sick of mothers tell me I'm making they kids depressed. Oh.
You ever gonna stop blaming me, ask them why they upset? No.
They be tryna sit me down and gimme a lecture.
Tell me that I'm to emo and they dont like the raw texture.
Clearly you got now idea what it's like to be under pressure.
"Rap is a cancer" Well than I'll infect you with thoughts, my pleasure.
Oh sorry, maybe now we should give my music more sensory.
Apparently I'm putting y'allz life into jeopardy.
But they dont get it right? They'll never see.
The reason why we write these things with this energy.
Wow.
We gotta small circle but its growin'.
To be honest I dont really know where we goin'
We just out here chillin', man we floating.
Guess I dont know what to say, maybe I'm chokin'.
Sike!
Agony called me he like, "How doin'?" Hung up on em. What he calling for?
I ain't talk to that dude anymore.
Change is what I'm working towards.
I ain't know bout y'all but I ain't getting bored.
But I'm getting bored of my purpose I ain't find-yet.
Maybe that's saying something... maybe I need to work on my mind-set.
I already know the question you finna ask.
I know I said I was done with the masks.
But they dont stop that I like to act like I'm hard.
When really inside my mind I'm falling apart.
Mind Running around in the dark...
I guess that's what you do when ain't gotta heart.
This time I may talk more to god.
But I think even he thinks that I'm odd.
Everyone tells me to pray, and I just dont know how to respond.
I thought this was something that I was beyond.
But I give this page all that I got.
I'm tryna be outside of the box.
I ain't reply to the friends group chats,
I aint accept they zoom parties,
They text "Adam you've changed".
I don't what to say, guess I dont know what to say.
I leave it all the page.
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I leave it all on the page.
