Dusphoria-
HI!
Welcome to my therapy.
I know that I need some clarity.
I cant say my emotions in person.
I have hard time telling people I'm hurtin'.
They say I am Nate's parody.
That's funny, because if I'm impersonating his style, I'm doing it terribly.
Sure, me and Nate have more than one similarity.
But cmon gimme credit, I got disparity.
But back to the song, Doc, the meds isnt workin'.
I'm still going back to old ways, that's why this album is called reversion.
People wanna tell me that this therapy will help?
Thats funny. Because doc told me I can only help out myself.
When I'm talking to my doctor, even he is concerned.
Some of the things I been telling, makes him disturbed.
He told me that he wont be seeing me anymore, I guess its cause some of the things he has heard.
I ain't blame em, I mean even I know I am sick. The misfit returned.
People probably think I'm psycho, like something out of comic.
I mean, half of the things I think about makes me wanna vomit.
I am the monster haunting myself inside of my closest.
My condition is critical, I had it for a while, you could say that it's chronic.
_Night_Rose_ -
You might call me a psycho.
But you ain't know what I been through.
You say to fight the darkness, push it away.
But no matter what I do, it will always stay.
Dusphoria-
I ain't remember the last time that I talked to my Fatha.
I ain't sure I will be tryna, get ahold of my mama.
I ain't talk to my family because I ain't want drama.
Or maybe I don't talk to em because I of the trauma.
Oh wait, I know why ain't talk to em. I ain't like people that gossip.
I ain't the type of guy- because you support me, to pull out my wallet.
I remember when y'all was stomping on me, now I'm the topic.
And when you see me, you only see the profit, and that is just toxic.
My whole life is different, when I start to know success.
Nevertheless, this new world is hard to digest.
Dont want the meds, but I also dont want the stress.
If I had to guess, my problems will be something I never address.
And I regret letting my depression come to eat alive.
And every day I cry my eyes out, and I wanna die.
And my answer is still the same, when anybody asks me why...
I simply just dont know.
Maybe I'm just a bad guy.
_Night_Rose_
You might call me a psycho.
But you ain't know what I been through.
You say to fight the darkness, push it away.
But no matter what I do, it will always stay.
Ps. Sorry if I sucked.
Plz go show Night Rose some love.
She is amazing. Thnk U.
