No, I cannot see a way through.
No I cant be myself around you.
I cant help myself from thinking its all... Over.
You gonna start crying. And you loose your composure.
You yell at me, than you lean on my shoulder.
I'm sorry, I hope that one day you can find closure.
You turn to keep and slap me in the face... "You're so cold".
But I told you, I just need to be alone, in the snow.
I cant keep fighting for a lost cause.
We cant keep dwelling on what was.
I feel like we have steered way of course.
Who's telling you I'm not ok? You gotta wrong source.
You assume the worst and that is your mental block.
And if you actually cared about me, how come you never talk?
What are we lying to ourselves for? If this is no good?
You cant provide for me what I need nor you could.
Oh.
I guess im stuck in a polariod.
And I'm leaving so annoyed.
And I cant help but still avoid.
Because what I call love...
Love.
...love...
Is still destroyed.
Oh baby it's cold outside.
I dont wanna go, but we have died.
Maybe some peace in the mourning we can find...
Yet I try to let go, but you in the back of my mind...
We both stupid cause we try to hold onto hope...
But we both know, that this is the end of the rope...
My heart has been shattered, but we just slipping through the cracks.
Tell me you wouldnt lie to me, but you keep wearing them masks.
And now there ain't no going back.
I ain't like you if all you do is act.
Look for happiness, yet I think I got unfinished map.
Picking up the pieces of what's left of my heart, no cap.
Telling em we got somewhere to explore, we gotta another search.
Gotta another day, gotta chance to find our worth.
Oh.
I guess I'm stuck in a polariod.
And I'm leaving so annoyed.
And I cant help but still avoid.
Because what I call love...
Love.
...love...
Is destroyed.
But I dont wanna be rushing in,
Cause that's when my demons win.
I still got pieces I'm picking up...
Maybe the times not right for us.
Maybe this all that we are.
Maybe this is as far...
As we can go.
Lately I just been on a bad-streak.
Lost my cool every day last-weak.
Dont think that you gotta drag-me.
Running outta self esteem, gas-leak.
Oh.
But there is light, at the end of the tunnel.
I can see it, but I just dont wanna leave the rubble.
Of what's left of me.
Yet we rush in every time, and only know hind-sight.
I don't think y'all understand what my mind-like.
I know the way out, its shining down on me, a divine-light.
But I dont wanna see it, wish that I had blind-sight.
But now I'm putting down the mask I'm not an actor.
I'm giving you all that I have... I'm Adam... and yeah, a rapper.
Now I'm gonna be more self-aware.
Gotta be honest my depression is had tho, theres more levels-there.
Soo. I'm dancing in the rain on my own.
I'm shutting off my phone.
So I'm chasing the sky-line
And one day I'll get by-fine.
But I'm right now ol dancing alone.
So if you try to take me away. Dont.
My feet drawn to the sound.
As I let rain, and pain, surrond.
I'm dancing...
Not masking.
You asking,
If I'm alright.
Oh.
I guess I'm stuck in a polariod.
(Btw. I'm talking to myself in this one.
Ik it sound like I'm talking to a girl.
Which was my intent in this song.
I meant to make you confused.
And question who I was talking to, or about. But just to clarify. Me)
