I thought you were my forever

Chapter 2 (different feelings)

Jacob's P.O.V

I wake  up before she does. I turn to look at her and I feel a different feeling toward Morgan. I felt as if those butterflies that I used to feel are gone. I don't feel like I wanna kiss he or hold her like I used to. I feel like she can be my supporter but not my lover. I know that we've been married for about 3 months and we've given our selves to each other, but I don't feel that spark anymore. I'll wait before I tell her because I'm to scared to break her heart right now. I'll tell her eventually, but not now. I then see her eyes open, I put on a game but a good one so can't tell that it's fake. I give her our morning kiss but it just feels to different. I pull away looking into her eyes. I feel bad. "Baby, you okay!" I look at her and say, "Yeah fine, just give me a sec." I walk to the bathroom. I run the sink so she doesn't hear me cry. I have lying to her. It brakes my heat to lie to her sweet face. It's not her fault that my feelings have changed about her. I get out, clean my face so it doesn't look like I've been crying. We spend our day with half smiles, forced laughs, and no cuddling. Tonight, I lie the same way I did last night. We la silently a we fall asleep. I don't know how long I can keep this feeling up for. Maybe she can make me feel love for her again? I hope because I don't want to hurt her.