10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 17 '𝗜 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗿𝗱'

OFF'S POV

It has been 2 days since I last spoke with Gun and my thoughts are killing me.
When I found out about his family, I was devastated, my heart broke every-time I thought about how hard it must have been for him. How could I be so reckless, how could I not realise that something was wrong, how could I of all people? He must be soo disappointed in me.

He said he forgives he. He said he wants to move on. When I heard him say that, I felt like my heart was being stabbed right in front of me and I could do nothing about it. I was hurt. It was even more painful than him saying he hates me. Fuck it would have been much better if he said he hated me, I could at least feel less guilty. But I can't stop thinking what would it be like if I never acted like a coward; would we still be best friends?

"—Hey Off!! Are you going to sleep all day." Pete's voice started me.

"Yes. Don't disturb me."

"Didn't we plan to go watch the football match together?? —Ahh geez did you forget?"
Yup I actually forgot. Sorry my friend my head is not in the right condition.

"What, are you ignoring me now?" He shouted. "Get your ass ready. We're leaving in 10 minutes."

I have zero interest in this stupid match and as far as I know neither does Pete. But ever since he fell for that girl—what was her name again: Rose? Lily? He has been chasing her nonstop. If I were her, I would ignore this freak...I mean, he is like a stalker. He follows her literally everywhere. So here I am, alone and lost. I'm not sure if the girls in my back are shouting at the game or me while Pete is busy looking at his girl who is totally absorbed in cheerleading.

I look around to distract myself when my eyes get captured by a familiar face. It's Gun: he is wearing a light blue oversized T-shirt with shorts and it looks like he's taking pictures of the match. Before even thinking, I'm already several steps away from my seat and here sitting next to him,

"Are you taking pictures?" I ask out of nowhere and he replied totally stunned,

"Uh...yes."

I could feel the girls behind us taking pictures of us more rapidly and I know Gun won't like this. I need to do something.

"Did you have lunch?" I ask but before he can answer I grab his hand and take him out of this crowd ignoring the astounded faces towards me. You can get angry at me later but first let us get out of here.

"Did you seriously want to have lunch?" He asks confused and a little annoyed.

"Yes why not." I defend taking a spoonful of fried rice.

"You do remember what I said two days ago right." His reminder makes me nervous as hell.

"I do. And don't forget what I said as well."

"What?"

"That you'll give me chance."

"I didn't say anything."

"You didn't say no so I'll take that as a yes." I am freaking nervous as I'm saying this but fortunately for me I'm a pro at keeping a straight face.

He's about to say something but I randomly put a chicken piece in his bowl. Spicy chicken is your favourite I hope it hasn't changed.

"You're over doing this." He says sighing. Am I?

"So what happened with you and Jean?" His question sucks the soul out of me. This is the last thing I want to talk about right now.

"We broke up.........after a month."

He gave a small "Oh"
That's all? I'm sure you want to ask more.

"Aren't you going to ask why?"

"No I don't care anymore." His answer is triggering my heart so I say what I have to say,

"I found out....that she was the one who did it. Our leaked pictures."

"Then even after knowing that, why did you almost choke the hell out of me when we met again." This time he's looking at me straightly. I'm confused if he's angry or not. Should I plead for forgiveness or explain myself?

"Uhh.....I....Gun—"

My answer got interrupted by his message. He checked his phone. I wasn't trying to peek but I saw it was Oab.
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶?? 𝘐'𝘮 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦.

"I need to go." He said and stormed outside.

I didn't dare to say anything and just watched him go away as he walked outside the glass door. Oab was running towards him, smiling. God I've never seen him smiling so brightly ever since the day I met him. He walked slowly as he reached closer to Gun. On one hand he was carrying his football bag and a water bottle on the other. He slowly placed his one hand in Gun's shoulder and Gun said something that made him giggle. They stood there chatting for some time; mostly it was Oab who was smiling. I don't even know why am I observing them so closely and not even moving an inch from my chair.

I feel like it could have been me instead of Oab.
I feel weird. Why does my heart feels so uneasy?

I also just started writing another story about Taygun😉 if you are interested, you can check it out.
Of course I love Offgun more but I have a soft spot for TayGun. ❤️😁