Imaginations to reality (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 2

Ciara's POV

I was thinking about 2 days ago.

Courtney
She talked to me, and saw my sloppy hand writing and my erasure that was seen clearly but whatever, finally after sophomore and junior year she finally talked to me for the first time.

"So Ciara you know Courtney right?" Bria went by my side heading towards my locker.

"Yeah.." I spoke

"I like her." Bria said and I stopped infront of my locker. "Ciara, Do you think I have a chance?"

And I thought the other day Bria was referring to me talking to Courtney and caught me glancing at her and smiling sheepishly and thoughts of Bria giving me advice. I was so wrong, why did I ever think of that.
Right,she expect me to like Guys.
I got my things and slammed the locker.

"You move on so fast, I thought you really like Erin? you said you'll never give up!" I snapped at her, Realizing it I said a small sorry to her and she just nodded and chuckled. that made me angry, But I didn't want her to see it because she doesn't know the reason.

"sorry, just had a bad morning." I lied.
the bell just rang and we went off our separate ways.

I tripped my way to class and dropped my book.
"complete bullshit." I mumbled and picked up my book, I looked up and Courtney was watching me. I ignored it and sat down on my sit but then just gave up and took a look at Courtney, she caught me and I turned my head pretending to look outside the window. tip number 1 used.

Bria likes Courtney, So that means i have to help her? well I didn't know Courtney that much so why would I?
and it's clear to me now that I Like Courtney.

I know what would happen if they would be a thing if I helped Bria.
She will be happy and I would be hurt I know it because I've heard scenarios like that happening.

They think about happiness of others instead of themselves, but this was Courtney were talking about it started at sophomore year. I thought it was a little crush and I would move along when summer break comes, But Uhm well a Big Thanks to the internet! if you know what I mean.

This is my opinions on lesbians, not to be rude..
They Move On Too Fast.
They fall for straight girls.
They act like it was nothing when someone turns them down.
or it was just Bria I'm talking about.
but seriously she is and I don't want to talk about my bestfriend but i already did and I really don't want to because It's slightly clear to me that I'm one of them. what am I talking about I don't mind labels. wow what kind of friend am I.

"Ciara Allister with Courtney Daniels."
I'm wishing for that so badly!

"Ciara! Go sit with your partner."

Partner?
"Ciara Allister!" Mrs. Hanson said patiently, that was so embarassing I've been called attention twice, and how did Courtney became my partner.. wait for what?

I stood up and went to take a sit beside her "I don't know what to do just explain it to me or let me do something." I said she smiled and nodded.

Tip 2: Gotta be cool and casual while talking to her.

And honestly inside my heart was beating so fast, the way she scribbled on the paper and looks of concentration makes me stare at her.

staring is rude, Yeah when you get caught.

I've read books like this, when they happened to be partners on a school project they end up knowing each other. What I'm excited? or should I not expect that to happen because it's never going to be like that.