Beca's P.O.V
Right, this is it, this is the moment I'm going to tell her. I'm going to tell Chloe Beale that I'm in love with her.
"Look, Chloe, I wrote that, yes. But the main reason I wrote that was because of you. You inspired me to write that song, hell you inspire me every day, do you know that? When you had your nodes 3 years ago, you kept fighting, you didn't give up. If that was me, I'd have given up, but you fought. You have changed me so much, more than you can imagine, Chlo. Before you appeared in my life, I spoke to no one, I was too scared everyone would leave, but you broke down my walls, became my best friend, fast and since then you haven't left my side. Yes, we argue, but all friends do. I'm fucking terrified of waking up one day and you and the Bellas are going to be gone because you all realised that I'm just a little nobody. But something you said last night made me realise something and I need to say this to you before I ever regret it. Do you remember what you told me at the retreat last year about not experimenting?"
"Yes, you said I'm weird and turned over"
"I did, because I was too scared, Chlo, I was too scared to get close to you, but the thing is, I was already close to you, I was just too afraid to admit it. Chloe, you make me smile, you made me happy. I hated it when you were sad in Freshman year, but I was just some weirdo who at that time didn't understand feelings. But now, when you're sad, I want to be there for you, just like you're there for me when I have nightmares or a stressful day with lessons. I'm going off on a tangent here, look what I'm trying to say is Chlo, yes you're my best friend and I hope, I really fucking hope I never ever loose you in my life. You are the greatest thing that's ever barged in my life, but whether you agree with me or not on this, you need to know, so please don't be mad for me telling you this, but, I love you, Chloe Beale.
I look at Chloe and she's crying, she doesn't say anything. Oh god, I thought Aubrey said she loved me, does she? Or was this just a trick.
"Chlo, please say something, please?"
"Chloe?"
She's not saying anything. Shit, what do I do? She's just stood there. I've got this all wrong, I need to go.
"I'm sorry Chloe, I'm sorry, please don't hate me"
She doesn't say anything she's just there. Arghh what do I do? Stacie!
"Chloe, I'm calling Stacie, she'll come and get you. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything, fuck I'm so so sorry"
She still doesn't say anything.
To Stacie (20:02) – Stacie, please come get Chloe, we're at the pavilion. I need to get out of here. I told her, but she's not said anything for the last 10 minutes. Tell her I'm sorry. I'm coming home to get some things and I'm going for a couple of days.
Stacie (20:03) – WHAT?
To Stacie (20:03) – I'm sorry, I can't do this. I've poured my heart out. I hope you're all happy, this was just some sick trick, you all tricked me into thinking she loved me, yet she's crying and not saying anything. Just get there by the time you get home, I'll be gone.
Stacie (20:04) – Whoa? Since when did we trick you? Beca she's in love with you!
To Stacie (20:04) – Yeah? So why did I pour out my heart to her, I spent the day writing a song to her, and all I got was tears and silence. I'm done.
Stacie's P.O.V
What the fuck? I go to Amy's room to ask to borrow her car.
"Amy, it's an emergency, can I borrow your car? Please"
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Bechloe - Everything I Wanted ✓
Roman d'amourThis story is based on Billie Eilish's Everything I Wanted.