Chapter 11

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Chapter 11

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"Let's have the talk." Jungkook's rut had stopped about three days ago, but it was the first time that Jungkook and Taehyung were alone again, since Jimin had insisted on them both taking care of post rut Jungkook. Not that Jungkook had had any complains about that.

"Let's have the talk." Jungkook repeated, sitting down opposite of Taehyung, who was relaxing on their small couch. They were back at their shared apartment, no longer at the home of Jungkook's parents.

Taehyung crossed his legs. "Sooo... you said you wanted to talk to me before that whole kiss thing happened."

Jungkook nodded. "I'm kind of glad the kiss happened though... I think I might have avoided it for, like, another year... maybe longer." He pushed his hair out of his eyes. "Anyways, uhm... I-" Jungkook cleared his throat. "This is so weird..."

Chuckling Taehyung reached out his hand and ran it through Jungkook's hair. "It's not. Come on, tell me whatever you wanna say."

"But you already kind of said you wouldn't reject me... do I still have to say it?" Jungkook frowned, pulling one of his legs up on the couch and playing with his toes.

"I said I'd probably not reject you. But I have no idea what kind of weird ideas you might have, so please say what you wanna say." To some extent he was teasing, but that wasn't all there was to it. He wanted to know what Jungkook actually wanted, not just jump to conclusions.

"Aaaah I hate you." Jungkook groaned, rubbing his eyes. After taking a few deep breaths he looked back up again, for the first time making proper eye contact with Taehyung.

"What I wanted to say is... I have a huge crush on you. No clue at what time exactly I developed it, but I realized about... I don't know, a year or two ago." He glanced to the floor of the living room. "But not just you... if whatever I feel towards you is a crush then I have a crush on Jimin too. Which is so weird, because shouldn't you usually have one person you like... not two?" He frowned, once again playing with his toes. "I don't wanna choose. I want to have both of you and I know it's selfish... but even if it's just friendship... the most important thing for me is having you and Jimin around forever and always. I don't care about anything else."

Taehyung could feel his heart melt at the honesty in Jungkook's words. He knew exactly how Jungkook felt. While kissing Jungkook sure had been... an experience, it wasn't something he would risk his friendship for. Both Jungkook and Jimin were parts of his heart and he couldn't stand the thought of one of them leaving. He knew he would lose that part of his heart with them.

Still, he wasn't sure how they were supposed to do this. Taehyung certainly was down for dating Jungkook. They already had evidence that the sexual attraction was there, even though Taehyung had really forced himself to restrain his thoughts and hold back. Starting a relationship in the middle of a rut was never a good idea... aside from the fact that it was hard to properly consent for both parties.

"Do you intend on telling Jimin?" Taehyung asked curiously.

Jungkook hesitated. "If you're okay with it... I know that it's weird."

For a moment Taehyung thought about it. Then he shook his head. "I don't think it will be weird. No idea how we'll do this, but if you want both Jiminie and me that's okay... at least if it's okay for him too."

"Am I weird for wanting that?" Jungkook asked, pulling both of his legs up and hugging them to his chest. "I know it's a lot to ask for... I mean, both of you are so perfect and I wanna put a claim on both of you." He chuckled weakly and Taehyung couldn't help but smile at Jungkook's phrasing.

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