I'll never be enough|| Kairi Cosentino

10

(Mattias pov)
We drove to Marianas house and we knocked on the door. No one answered so we went through the back door. We walked upstairs and saw Mariana on her bed crying.
Mattia: Mariana. It's ok don't worry. I went next to her and hugged her. She sat up and hugged me back crying in my chest.
Alvaro: Mariana you need to talk to Kairi.
Mariana: no. He'll just make an excuse and then I'll trust him and he'll hurt me again.
Mattia: no I promise he won't. Please talk to him.
Mariana: mhm. I'm going to sleep now please leave. She laid back down and went under her covers. I walked away but I told alvaro that I was going to stay with her until her Nona came so that she doesn't get hurt her self. I walked back into her room and I laid down next to her and hugged her.
Mariana: I- I don't know what I did wrong. Like I understand he probably wanted to do something than just kiss but I- I told him because I trusted him and he listen. She said crying. I hugged her tight. Soon enough we both fell asleep.

(Kairis pov)
It was the end of school and I told the boys I wanted to go see Mari by myself and they let me. I knocked on the door and no one answered so I walked to the back and then went to her room. I walked in and I saw mattias hands around her waist as she laid on his chest.
Kairi: i- um.
Mattia: what are you doing here? I thought you where still at school? What time is it?
Kairi: no it finished and i came to talk to her.
Mattia: I think you should leave her a bit. She was crying loads earlier and she only just stoped and fell asleep. Mariana moved slightly and then she rubbed her eyes.
Mariana: Mattia?
Mattia: mhm. Are you ok? Go back to sleep you need to rest otherwise you'll get too stressed out.
Mariana: is alvaro back? I want to talk to him.
Mattia: no but Kairi's here.
Mariana: hm. I'm going back to sleep. Wake me up when alvaro is here.
Mattia: ok Mar.
Mariana: teehee I like mar. She smiled and laid back on mattias chest.
Kairi: mari please talk to me. I know I messed up but I promise I did it to make sure you wouldn't get hurt.
Mariana: I don't want to right now. Maybe tomorrow I just want to be alone right now.
Kairi: I understand. I'm sorry again. I walked out and went to my house.

(Marianas pov)
When Kairi left I had tears in my eyes again. Mattia didn't notice thankfully.
Mattia: mar?
Mariana: mhm?
Matttia: can I tell you something?
Mariana: sure. I sat up and wiped my eyes. Mattia sat up next to me and put my legs over his.
Mattia: do you like Kairi?
Mariana: i- I don't know. Yesterday night was the first time I ever felt like someone didn't judge me and accepted me for me and not my past. But I know he obviously doesn't feel the same.
Mattia: he does like you... he likes you so much.
Mariana: he doesn't show it.
Mattia: please talk to him.
Mariana: I will just not right now.
Mattia: ok. I looked up at Mattia and looked into his eyes. He looked at my lips and then started kissing me. I kissed him back but I quickly pulled away.
Mariana: I- I can't. I like Kairi and even if he doesn't like me back I'm not going to use you to get over him.
Mattia: it's fine. I understand. I'm sorry for doing that.
Mariana: it's ok. Thank you for listening to me and being here tho.
Mattia: it's ok. I hugged him and we laid back down. I faced the wall and he pulled me close to him. His hands around my waist and mine on top of his.

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