High School Sweethearts

Say hi to Katy for me

Steve's POV
When I got home from the park I just went staring to my room. I didn't even wanted to think about her now and still my mind was focused on her. I wasn't focusing on what just happened, no. I was focusing on the smell of her hair and the brightness of her beautiful green eyes on the sun. What's wrong with me? Why can't I just be mad at her. Why can't I hate her now. No. I don't want to hate her. I just want to be mad, but of course she was controlling my mind also. I know she didn't wanna do that to me, but it still hurts, so much.
I went downstairs just so I could get something to eat before going to my room, to work out.
Carol was sitting on the couch with mom, right next to her. God only knows where dad was. I prayed that Carol won't say anything but of course she had to open her mouth.
C:"Did you have a nice make out session with Nat?" She said playfully. I wouldn't get mad normally, Im used to it but I wasn't having it today. So I kept my mouth shut, till Carol didn't open her mouth again
C:"Did she bite your tongue off or what?"
S:"Why don't you leave me the fuck alone? Go text your friends will you?"
Sarah:"Steven Grant Rogers" Our mom said looking at me. She was mad that I cursed and yelled, but I didn't really care.
S:"Ou please" I mumbled getting my food and going back to my room, leaving them shocked, but I really don't care about them right now.
After a 3 hour training I decided to go take a shower. Once I got to my room all cleaned and dressed I saw Carol sitting on my bed.
S:"Im not in the mood for any of your mocking"
C:"You wanna talk?"
S:"There's nothing to talk about"
C:"Steve, I know you. When you come back after you've been with her your on cloud nine. What happened"
S:"She kissed some guy" I said drying my hair with a towel
C:"When?"
S:"Last night at the party"
C:"Maybe he kissed her, maybe she didn't kiss back"
S:"No, she did. She told me that she doesn't want to lie to me and that she kissed back"
C:"She wanted to do it?"
S:"I don't know. She said that she doesn't know why she did that. She said that the kiss didn't mean anything"
C:"Do you believe her?"
S:"Yes. But that doesn't mean that it hurts less"
C:"Talk to her"
S:"I don't want to do that. At least not know. Maybe she doesn't want to be with me. She needs time, we both do" I said sitting on my, bed.
C:"You love each other"
S:"Yeah.... That's not enough though"
C:"No?" Carol asked confused
S:"No"
C:"Okay then. Let me know what happened"
S:"Yeah... Thanks by the way"
C:"No problem. You should sleep"
I just nodded. I know I'm not gonna sleep, that's for sure. I will just lay on my bed and think about everything that just happened.
Maybe Carol's right, mabye I should talk with her. I don't know... I know I love her and maybe my ego is to big, maybe that's why I can't forget her just yet. But I miss her already, how is that possible? Just then my phone vibrated. Nat. Fuck. What should I do now? Do I read the text? Yeah, I should. I don't wanna be an ass. Here goes nothing.
N:"Hey... I know you probably don't want to hear from me, I just... I don't know why I'm sending you this text but I just want you to know that I'm sorry and I love you. I already miss you, don't know how but I do. Anyways I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry and by the way Katy said hi. I think she's disappointed in me to just because she can't play with you... Good night. Love u"
What now? What should I do? I would say I love you too or something like that but, not now...
S:"Say hi to Katy for me" That's it. Nothing more. Sent.
Fuck she must be disappointed now. I need to sleep, I can't but I have to, so this thinking is for tomorrow. Not today.