fake love ; mattia polibio (discontinued)

032.

Annalise pov:

It's been two weeks.

Am I ready to talk to Mattia yet? maybe...
I mean I'm terrified, what if all my feelings come back? I don't them too but we can't control our own feelings

These pasts weeks I've figured out who Mattia truly is. He only cares for himself, he puts himself first than others, which isn't a bad thing but he doesn't think of the consequences.

I get where Mattia is coming from, I do. His fame means everything to him and I was glad to help him at first but now I regret doing it.

There was great moments between us but all of this unnecessary drama that has happened doesn't make does moments worthy anymore.

Mattias supporters have even gotten worse these past weeks. They're posting snake, clown, and X emojis all over my videos. It doesn't even let me read the actual comments of my supporters and it bothers me so much. All I see is those emojis.

Mattias hasn't said anything at all about the situation, he continues doing tiktoks but that's all.

Francis did tell me that he deleted the video but how does that help ? Everyone has seen it or people have clips of it. So it's not even out of social media.

I'm starting to get overwhelmed, I don't deserve this at all. I was just trying to help someone out and this is what I get ? No, unacceptable

"Hey guys never did I see myself making one of these videos but here I am" I smiled at the camera then took a deep breath

I decided to make a small tiktok video and say a couple things

There's no going back in this. The damage had been done and there's no choice than to admit to it.

"One thing I do want to say is to stop with the comments with the emojis, it's annoying and frustrating. I go in the comment section to read the comments of my true supporters not to receive the hate, that I don't deserve"

"Mattia polibio is someone that puts himself first than others and doesn't think of the damage that he causes to others" I put my hair behind my ears, I was starting to regret this, I couldn't make a video about Mattia saying all of these things

"Mattia is the kind of idiot to do something and blame it on someone else. A backstabbing boy"

"And I'm going to say this one last time, I didn't tell Mattia to start a fake relationship with me, he was the one that texted me. Never ever did I told him that I would pay him. I did it because I thought it was going to be nice of me, a favor. I thought I was doing a favor"

"anyways instead of supporting Mattia for being problematic, Stan him for having a cute smile, that's the only good thing he has" I smiled and ended the video recording and I don't know what it was, maybe the feeling of confidence but I posted it on tiktok

"hey" i opened the door and he had the biggest smile on his face, as I looked down at his hands he had a flower and a small gift back "this is my sorry I fucked up once again gift"

I opened my door wider and invited him to come in, I saw him whisper yes before coming in, making me roll my eyes "thank you" he said

"there better be an actual apology somewhere in that brain of yours" he nodded

"I'm sorry that I lied to the whole social media world, I know that Im a selfish idiot. However I do know how to fix this" he looked at me, waiting for me to say something but I just nodded

"we should make a video, explaining everything, the actual truth this time"

"actually um I don't know if you know this already but I did post a video of you like two hours ago or so" I didn't know how he would react so I just shrugged hoping he wouldn't be mad

"I saw it already and honestly I deserved it so it's okay" he smiled making me smile back

man I've missed that smile