A Mindless Behavior,Diggy&Jacob Latimore Story.THE AFTERMATH.

TWO YEARS LATER. pt.1

                                                 *TWO YEARS LATER*

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                                        * THE 3 BOYS POV.*

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DIGGY POV.

So it's been 2 years and still no word about my girl :/

For a year and 8 moths i was down and out.don't get me wrong i still am , but it's just that i'm seeing someone now. Two weeks from now will mark our four month anniversary :/ . Her name is kiara , and i tell her i love her but everytime i say it , my heart races and aches cuz i think of alex *sighz* Lord knows i have a gut feeling that she isn't dead like they pronounced her to be :/ .... Kiara sometimes looks at me funny because lately i'm zoning out again , i'm quite moody again and i am once again loosing my appetite, wanna know why ? cause one week from now is alexia birthday , yup that's why i'm down again. I think kiara knows..smh....sometimes, well when i lay in my bed alone , she crosses my mind , i think of her voice , her smile , her body , her laugh , her eyes , her personality , how she'd say my name , how she loved me and how she was mine :( i cry more than ever , mom even caught me this one time trying to kill myself when they pronounced her dead and closed the case , i went through therapy for a year . Never in my life did i think i could love so hard. When me and my boys hang , Jacob is always down , and prince barely even spreads the peace anymore...hell he doesn't even try. He brings home a new bitch everynight and trys to hide it from his girl and her ass always runs back to him.... I felt helpless that night when everything happened , i wasn't there to protect her...i wasn't there to protect us :( Everyone tells me i only date kiara to fill  that empty void i have inside my cause i vowed i'd never love again , even i think i'm trying to convince myself that i love her when i respaond to her and to not hurt her feelings , but i can't help that she reminds me of alex , but she'll never be better and never be her....if i had one wish, i'd wish to have her back in my arms again to start afresh :/ but i can't , that'll never happen........... :( right now all i can remember are the fights we had the week prior to her birthday and how my "child" was born on that day and how she stuck by me through it all....she was truely the best i ever had.....

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JACOB POV.

*sighz* i don't wanna talk about her ,the only person that helped kept me sane was joy..we're like besties now...no i don't like her like that , no1 can replace sariah but she's been a big help. , but it doesn't help when she appears in my dreams , when i come across their songs , when i hear her voice in my head , when i see tweets or posts about her , when i see her picture.. Her name resounds in my head...UGHHHH......every single day i blame myself for their disappearance and it doesn't help when ray blames himself either claiming that he's the reason she ;eft and they had to go after her but NO...I WAS HER BOYFRIEND....I should've been the oe to go after her and calm her down....but no i stopped to wait til' she was calm :'( i-it's all my fault...yeah i have my bitches ...i fuck then using all the anger i have in me trying to release it..but no matter how hard i try, i'll never stop being angry at myself , i'm walking without a soul sonce that day and i don't ever think i'll get it back...i'm a failure..i failed her.....bt i love her :(

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PRINCETON POV.

How's life for me since that day u ask ???? FUCKING HELLL U BITCHES.......Girls be throwing themselves at me...ALL our careers are awesome and we're racking in the stacks. But you'd think wo would be happy right ? well i ain't...smh....I HATE MYSELF...i-i didn't even get to tell her i love her *starts crying* we argued like to asses that night over a piece of shit that I did....UGHHHH i'm such a bastard...i don't even spread the peace anymore...hell I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPREAD THE PEACE ANYMORE...ALEXIS IS WHAT KEPT ME SANE AND SHE'S GONE....GONE AND NEVER COMING BACK....I BLAME MYSELF...not the world not ppl not the bastards that took her away....MYSLEF....ughhh i shoulld've been there to protect her....but no...where was i fucking a bitch that's now the mother of my first child :/...yeahhh i love that lil boy with all my heart...he helps fill that void but something is missing and that thing is love...yeah i know the people around me love me including the fans...but no someone whi's always there , who i can count on . At the end of a long days work i can go home to and cuddle and tell her i love her....i had that but i threw it away and there's no possible way i can fix it...cuz she's gone...i feel like i'm carrying a ton of bricks on my shoulders everyday cause i carry the guilt of being such a cold bitch towards her :/.....i know  prodigy is down and out about alex...did i mention he has a girl...yeahh she makes him happy but i caught him this one time looking up at the stars aking if alex was their and telling her how life has been...no he doesn't like her like that but they had a unique relationship.. :/ the girls caught diggy doing it two and he was crying his eyes out talkin to her.....umhmmm yes kiara was there when they caught him , they hadd a huge argument the other day over alexia and diggy , prod and the girls nearly jumped her when she said : so u gon' choose that bitch over me..ur ass doesn't love me...get it through your thick and hard skull diggy...she's dead...fucking dead and never coming back..." ...WOOOOO did she touch a spot there, diggy darted at her and began choking her ..hot damn he would've killed her ass,,,,,,she was wrong tho u don't do shit like that....but i feel like lexy is still here,,,,i don't believe she's dead but i think i'm just holding onto hope, but what can i do....i love her.

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IT'S THE BOYS POV. HERE.

NEXT CHAPTER IS GOING TO BE UP SOON.

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