CONVERSATIONS&FLASHBACKS

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HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY guys....Missed me much ?? Ohh i know you guys did. :P anywaysssssssssss...i'm sooo super duper extruper sorry for taking sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long to uploadd....ughhh school is killing me slowly but surely. Everytime i come on here to upload some shit comes and i have to go. *sighhhzz* I was literally imagining some of u jumping thru the screem and jumping me..lolzz cuz i had you wait sooooooooooo long for an update :/...sorry again. But anyways on with the story :-)

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                                                        *THE NEXT DAY*

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ALEX'S POV.

So i'm sitting here....in this dark ass room as last nights events keep replaying in my head .

*FLASHBACK*

diggy( Sitting in a chair on his balcony staring at the stars) : Why alex why ? Where are you when i need you ? Babe please come back. I-i miss you and i love you soooooo much.... I mess up everything...I always do (teary eyed) I know i don't love her............but i can't let her go..s-she helped me get my mind off of alex...but i can't...i can't let her go...i-i can't let alex go.. *sighzz* alex if you're up there please help me....miley always liked you and she misses you like crazy....she blew kiara off today which is not like her...b-bt you know what hurt me the most ? (looks at a particular star that was shining so brightly it was over-powerig the others) It's that she said she hated me a-and that i was with you instead of kiara....and you know what's ironic ? (slightly chuckles emotionless) is that i hate i hate myself to because i fxcked up soo many times and you took me bacl...i toyed with your heart and you took me back....i made you look foolish and you took me back alex...doesn't that say something ? we were meant to be together.....*sighzz* I miss you...I miss the good times we had....All the tough times the rough and the bad.... Babe where are you ? ( tears sliding down his cheeks)

me : Maybe she's right infront of your eyes but you don't recognise her ( says in a sad and mellow voice)

diggy( wipes his eyes and spins around) : S-samoiya....w-what are you doing in here ?

me : You seemes like you needed a friend (sits down next to him and rubs his back gentley) now talk to me (smiles)

diggy (sighzz) : Y-you wouldn't understand .

me : The only way i cannot understand what you're going through is if you don't tell me...I can atleast try.

diggy(side smiles) (sighs) : I miss her. ( hangs his head)

me : I know you do

diggy : did you hear what i was saying before ?

me : every single word (chuckles)

diggy : you must think that i'm a wimp now huh ?

me : no diggy...when i look at you...i see a lost soul, looking for the love he once had but he's to hurt to open up and to go find it

diggy : but i can't

me : you can...you're the one preventing yourself because you're holding onto the past digg. ((sighz) look...yeahh i don't truely understand what you're feeling but i do know what it's like to loose someone you love and never be sure if you'll be able to reveal yourself to them and be able to know that you'll have them back..(looks diggy in the eyes) I know what it's like to feel hopeless , lost , anger , pain, the heartache all of that because of circumstances bt sometimes you do it to protect yourself and the ones you love an trust me when i say diggy that there's nothing to not love about you..you're perfect in my eyes and i'm sure that alex will come back as herself and that she definitely loves you...she never stopped.

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