aventura ─ jeon jungkook.

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Dear Jeon Jungkook.

sorry to drop in like this. i reckon you don't remember me.

my name is... Han Zara. yea, not actually Nara or whatever i brought up that day. i'm sorry, again. for being dishonest and selfish, but then again, i guess we're just pretty even, aren't we?

anyways, i'm not the very best at these sort of things, so let's just be a bit straightforward here.  i got your adress and learnt about your status from Kim Taehyung. your best mate apparently, and my sister's husband. and yea, i was surprised above all things when Taehyung barged into the intensive care unit with tear-stained eyes beside his blank-expressioned wife. 

who cares about all of that, i don't have much time to spare, jeon. and i'm really afraid there isn't enough time to fulfil my last desire anymore.

i have attached an envelope in which i recorded the past nine month's for myself... and little Luna. 

Jeon - Han Nari. Or for short, Luna. 

named after the moon. pretty, isn't it?  not as much as her... and yes, before you start hyperventilating , bawling your eyes, or throwing a fit (because i named her without your consent ha, kidding) — whichever of these you may be reacting like.. just, relax, okay? try, at least for a the following 40 minutes. i've sent my best friend, your... good friend Taehyung's wife, and Nari's godmother, Hanna over with her. they'll reach in  no time. before you ask, yes. i have no other choice, jeon. no other choice, jungkook.

there's also no point in telling you all of this, but i'm, well, i just. i'm dying, jungkook. 

the doctors told me it was either the baby or me.

it's either her or me.

it'll always be her.

i suppose i can trust you with Nari, and i know i know. i'm sorry for not letting you know earlier, or for letting you know at all. all you wanted was to live a blissfull life without any interferance, yet this blows up. i'm truly sorry, jeon. but i know, a part of me is absolute that i can count on you with our daughter. 

i love you,  jungkook. sorry i never said so. 

look up at the moon from your room when you get the chance to, with luna and i'll see you there. that's a promise. a promise i won't be able to break, ever.