The sway house 🥵😈

Chapter 5💛

I walked downstairs and saw Bryce, Josh, Kio and Griffin- he must of just got back from seeing Dixie. They all looked up at me showing very different emotions. Josh looked really sad and disappointed, Griffin looked concerned and heartbroken, Bryce looked angry and upset and then Kio rolled his eyes at me and just left. I didn't no what to do, do I speak to them together or separately. It seemed like they knew about the cutting but Jaden promised me he didn't tell them.
Ellie: "can we speak please"
Griffin: "sure"
We all sat down on the sofa, without Kio.
Ellie: "so listen I'm really sorry about what happened and I shouldn't of gone to the party it's my fault" I said starting to tear up.
Josh: "it's o-"
Bryce: "no Josh it's not ok, it is your fault and do t start crying about it now you deserved it and the fact that after it happened you hurt yourself more really shows how much of an attention seeker you are. It was your first day here and you were so selfish you have to make everything about you and it's not fair. And as for putting Kio in that position he was just trying to be nice and you scream in his face it's so horrible, you've changed so much I can't wait till you go" he got up and left.
I looked at Josh and Griffin and started ugly crying, no one had ever really see me cry before I'm usually strong but I couldn't hold it in.
Josh: "ignore Bryce he's just upset that you didn't speak to us and did that instead. He said pointing to my arm.
Ellie: "no he's right, how do you know about my arm Jaden said he didn't tell you"
Griffin: "were not stupid and when Anthony described what you looked like that morning he said nothing about your wrists"
Josh: "we also saw Jaden walking out of your room with all sharp things this morning"
Ellie: "o-oh I'm sorry, I'm just going to go back to my room, clearly no one wants me here"
Griffin: "Ellie wait, I'm so sorry that that happened to you are you ok? And would you like me to look at your wrist I'm a nurse?"
Ellie: "I think I'm ok, not the first time that this type of stuff has happened to me and yes please I don't think I cleaned it right"
Josh: "WAIT WHAT THIS HAS HAPPENED BEFORE?" He started to cry.
Ellie: "yes wait no erm I mean definitely not my words came out wrong I'm fine"
I ran to my room. Back at home I had a horrible ex who made me do stuff and hurt me but I never told anyone about it. I can't believe I nearly told them about it.
After like an hour there was a knock at my door. It was Bryce.
Bryce: "I'm so sorry Ellie about what I said I was just so hurt that you did this, you are literally like my little sister and I was angry at myself for not protecting you and I took it out on you which isn't fair. You didn't deserve what happened to you and I can't tell you off for going to parties cause your a teenager that what you do I always snuck out. But next time tell me I won't rat you out don't worry, I'll just come and keep my distance just to make sure nothing like this happens again."
I ran up and hugged him, he hugged me back.
Bryce: "right I'm just going to get a drink want anything?"
Ellie: "no I'm fine, do you no where Jaden is, I thought he went to the shop but that was ages ago."
Bryce: "that's a surprise" he then left.
I felt so much better but I still had to make things right with Kio and talk to Griffin and Josh about what I said.
I walked downstairs yet again and Griffin was still sat on the sofa, I walked over to him.
Ellie: "Hey, about what I said, I just had a horrible ex that was abusive but I didn't mean it like that and I'm fine and everything was sorted with him."
Griffin: "ohh good I was worried that this had happened before" it had but I didn't want hi to know that
Ellie: "yeah, would you mind checking my arm"
Griffin: "of course"
I rolled up my sleeves and gave him my arm, he looked down upset. He got his first aid kit and cleaned the cuts and it fresh bandages on.
Griffin: "there you go"
Ellie: "thanks also would you mind tell Josh about what I told you, I don't really want to explain it again and I need to find Kio"
Griffin: "yeah sure"
I walked outside and saw Kio, I walked over to him.
Ellie: "can we talk"
Kio: "mhm am I going to get screamed at again" he said rolling his eyes.
Ellie: no listen, I'm sorry about what happened yesterday, I was upset and I shouldn't of shouted at you. It's just when you touched my arm it really hurt.
Kio: "and why did it hurt again I don't believe Jadens lies"
I rolled up my sleeve and Kio just looked at laughed.
Kio: "knew it, now please go away I don't have time for your bullshit"
I just walked away, what did I expect I had just met this guy and i expect him to forgive me straight away.

I walked back in the house and saw Jaden he was holding loads of bags from my favorite shops.
Jaden: "these are for you, you've been through quiet a lot these past few days so I thought I would treat you, I texted mum asked asked her what type of things you liked and wanted and I bought them."
Ellie: "thank you so much Jay" I ran up and hugged him.
Jaden: "have you spoke to the boys?" He whispered
Ellie: "yeah I'm fine with everyone apart from Kio he just didn't care when I apologized.
Jaden: "I'm going to fucking kill him"
Ellie: "NO, just leave it"
Jaden: "fineeee"
I went to my room with all of my stuff and opened everything, he bought my so much.

Please please please leave ideas I, running out and can't write anything else without them. Thank you to everyone reading I'm very grateful and I hope everyone is ok during this strange time.

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