drabbles [ moon byulyi x kim seokjin ]

giddy feeling

drabble 2: it was.. the first kiss.

it lingered every single day on byulyi's mind.

yongsun's question:

have you two ever shared a kiss?

as soon as that question was thrown into byulyi, she can no longer focus whenever she remembers it while being with her boyfriend of five months. she's open to that, but-

none of them had opened the topic about that, yet.

she had few stories of seokjin always leading the relationship back when they were friends, so she didn't want to push anything- since she just started dating after a few years. so she's still new to the feeling. 

kiss... kissing... why would yongsun keep that engraved in her mind? her closest friend might've known how stiff she is when it comes to initiating touches during a relationship at first. 

and then the day came.

they were watching a movie, and it's odd.

the atmosphere is odd.

byulyi had drunken enough alcohol to ask about kissing.

he was baffled, looking at her. "is that what's bothering you for days?" he rose from his comfortable position, facing her as he watched her cheeks go redder than her lips.

and byulyi was embarrassed to the core.

"we aren't going too fast, right?" she innocently asks, making him snort before whispering. "as long as you want it." he mumbles.

then he smiled.

that damned smile that makes her swoon every damn time.

she had gone too far by asking.

she squeezes her fist, stuttering. "w- well... it won't be too bad to... try."

laughing at her awkward reply, seokjin might melt into a puddle of her adorable reply, sighing in defeat before gathering his strength. "then close your eyes."

"huh?"

he lifts up his hand to gently motion her eyes to close, making her purse her lips awkwardly before she bites into her lower lip.

slowly, seokjin tilts his head to lean close over byulyi's face, suddenly chuckling softly at her nervous expression. "hey."

byulyi opens her eyes, releasing her lower lip from the bite as he laughs. "relax, do you really want to do this?"

"you're making it sound as if we're doing something than this." byulyi hisses out of embarrassment, making him laugh. "you're really adorable, byul-ah." he gently brushes his fingers on her cheek, muttering. "trust me, i won't do anything out of your consent." 

byulyi's tensed shoulders fell down, whispering. "i... it's not that..."

he smiled, brushing his thumb again on her skin before pulling away as she opens her eyes. "look, i'm not rushing anything." he explains, adding. "you've been away from relationships, and you- allowing me to date you is more than enough for the mean time." 

byulyi was silenced at his confession for a while, as she whispers. "don't you... want to kiss me?"

his eyes went wide, pulling away as he muttered. "no, that's not it."

byulyi bit the inside of her cheeks, "it's fine if you don't-"

"no, i want to." seokjin mumbles.

"so bad, even before we dated." seokjin averted his eyes away from her, clicking his tongue. "well if i'll be vaguely honest, i want something more than a kiss." he then looks at her, watching how her cheeks burn as she lowers her head out of embarrassment.