jades diary🖤

chapter one

Dear Diary,

Today was awful. I was walking in to Sikoitz's classroom when I was struck with jealousy and anger as a skinny brunette was rubbing non other than MY BOYFRIEND. I was furious.

"Dude! Why you rubbing my boyfriend?!" I said. The girl looked up at me and said "I- I just spilled coffee on-" but before she could finish, I interrupted her by saying "Get away from him"

The brunette didn't say anything else and beck kissed me on the cheek and told me to relax. Relax was something that I could not possibly do. I felt this sting deep down inside of me. Yes of course with a boyfriend like beck I always have to deal with people hitting on him. Usually I get annoyed, but this time it hurt especially bad. Why?

During the class, I sat there and my feelings grew stronger. I decided right then and there that I hated this girl. The more she talked the stronger the feeling got. My stomach curled.

Sikoitz then called me up to choose people in the class to do an improve scene. I chose my best friend Cat valentine, a guy named Eli, my boyfriend Beck, and Tori; the brunette who made my stomach curl with hatred.

Tori looked up at me confused and scared. This made me grin. I very much enjoyed this. I had complete control over this girl now. Then I said to tori "Um, why don't you go wait in the hall" she replied with "Uh, ok" I had just then gotten a great idea.

I knew what would make the feeling of anger and jealousy that linger inside of me go away. After all what good is complete control if you don't take advantage of it? Beck had seen me make Tori leave the room and he shot me a look. This made me even more furious.

The scene then began. We acted out a family. I played the wife and Beck played my husband who had just been fired. I told my family that I had news that would cheer everyone up. I said "I went to the animal shelter, and got us... a dog." Then the idiotic brunette said "yep...I'm the new family dog... woof" as if dogs could talk. I rolled my eyes and said "Sikoitz, would you please tell this amateur that dogs can't talk, and that they don't walk on two legs?...SIKOITZ!" I had to yell to get his attention since he was sucking on a coconut. Then, much to my pleasure Sikoitz agreed with me and told tori that if she's going to play a dog, she must play a dog.

Tori then rolled her eyes and sighed as she lowered down to her hands and knees and said "woof". I liked how this was going. I decided to make things more interesting by saying that the dog had bugs in her fur and the only way to rid the bugs was coffee. I grabbed some losers coffee. Beck tried to stop me which made me more mad. Why was he defending her!? It made me soo jealous! I smirked as I poured the Ice Coffee on this annoying new girl, and smiled wide when I saw her flinch as the Ice hit her long brown haired head.

She stood up taken back by what had just happened. she looked at my with her jaw dropped and her eyes wide, and filled with so many emotions; anger, embarrassment, sadness, hatred, and in shock. I felt good knowing I had effected her, but even soaking wet with coffee, she still looked pretty. This angered me so much.

She waited for me to say something. "what's the prob, dog?", I said sarcastically. The annoying brunette ran out of the room. I smiled. But even though I looked happy on the outside, on the inside i still had this feeling in my stomach. I felt guilty for being so mean to Tori, but at the same time I hated her.

That night I had heard that Tori Vega was quitting Hollywood Arts. I felt kind of guilty, but I was relieved that she was out of my life. I don't know why but whenever she was around my stomach curled and I felt nervous. It made me furious. I don't like when people have power over me.

-yours truly, Jade

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authors note:
I hope you guys liked the first chapter. I know it's not that great so far but trust me it will get a LOT better.