"WHY DID I FEEL DISAPPOINTED?!" I shouted as I pace back and forth with a tight grip on my hair.
"JUST LIKE I TOLD YOU!! YOU'RE ALREADY IN LOVE YOU FUCKING IDIOT!!" Andee said already irritated since I'm always repeating the same question.
"But I have Philo-
I didn't get to finished what I was saying since she interrupted me.
"Yes you have and it can be healed. It's not like you will have it forever." She exclaimed then sigh.
"Let's say I'm in love with him!"
"You already are."
"Shut up!"
"Ok continue."
"I love him but what if he doesn't have the same feelings. That would be knock out for me. I think I will not be able to handle it anymore." I said with an emotionless face.
"You already admitted that you love him!! Oh My Gosh!" She said while jumping around the room.
"I'M NOT YET SURE IDIOT!!" I shouted while blushing hard.
"HOW COME YOUR BLUSHING EYYYYY!!!"
"STOP IT!!" I said as I keep on hitting her arm.
"But seriously what if he doesn't like me back?" I exclaimed with a sudden serious tone.
"Love is for you to enjoy! Not to be afraid of."
I am now in the elevator waiting for my floor when suddenly I saw my reflection in the glass like elevator
door.
I look like I didn't sleep.
Well it's true that I didn't get to sleep since those words that Andee said kept replaying on my mind.
Love is for you to enjoy! Not to be afraid of.
Yes love is indeed enjoyable but what most people didn't know is that the pain it can bring.
Is it worth the risk?
To love again?
As I was in my trance I didn't notice that someone entered the elevator. My floor is second to the highest so it's still far.
When suddenly a hand waved in front of my face.
It was Mingyu
"Uh hey sir goodmorning! Sorry didn't see you there" I said as I scratch my nape.
"It's ok..but it looks like you needed someone to say goodnight to you. Did you sleep?" Mingyu said.
HOW CAN I SLEEP?! YOUR ALWAYS MESSING WITH MY THOUGHTS YOU PIG!!
"Did you just say I'm a pig?" Mingyu asked with a shocked look on his face.
Did I said it out loud?
"YES YOU DID!" Mingyu shouted but now with an amused face.
Panic rose through me so I rambled.
"Im sorry sir I didn't mean it what I mean is that I dreamt of a pig so I did not managed to get some sleep. I am so so sorry you know it's-
Shhhhhhh!!! He shushed me by putting his fingers against my lips.
"You're really interesting you know?"
He said with his husky voice.
I can feel my cheeks burning and my stomach churning. Oh what do I do?
As I was about to answer him the elevator dinged and WALAH! We are already in our floor.
"See you around L.A!"
He said as he ran away fast.
This stupid heart of mine! Can you please beat normally! Arghhhh!
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Philophobia (MINGYU FF)
Fanfiction"𝐏𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐚 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧" I loved someone so much that when he hurted me, I become scared of falling in love...
