HER
What's wrong with being a little selfish?
Life's short and there's no promise of another,
What's wrong with being foolish,
The path i chose is darker than dark,
The way I'll go is hard and people lurk,
Around without the guts to walk on,
What's so wrong with being myself,
What's the point of breathing if you're not Living,
Struggling and falling,
Juggling out of the doubt,
Wondering this road exactly what it's about,
The end of the prolonged drought,
The footsteps back to the very start retracting,
Now that i think back,
All that pain and horror,
It's almost ironic it came from close,
Shouldn't close ones replace what we lack.....
Loved ones are rare, isn't that the order......
Then just why are they your biggest foes.......
I still remember all the actions,
From which there were so many reactions,
I still remember all the pain,
Cause by the selfish and the dain,
I remember all the accusations,
That led to to so many allegations,
The several incidents due to which,
The old wounds lost their stich.
Freedom! I just wanna be free,
The next world i wanna see,
From these hassles i wanna rest,
My replacement so easy to find,
A rebound,who wouldn't mind,
I wanna rejoice,
No reason,just a choice,
I try soo hard to beleive,
The good and the bad releive,
If only it was that simple,
Save me the struggles,
Plaster my heart,to save from hurt,
To save from darts
Yet gave it willingly,
When asked for lovingly,
Looked up to meeting,
wondered the greeting,
Oh! The silliness,the nerves,
Replaced with the hurting,
People now fake,
To think i was free......
My heart tires too,
My strength falters too,
Am also human,
Free me as you can,
Let me live in fantasy,
Reality just an obstiency,
Let me be the old me,
Let me see what i choose to see,
Let me be free......
Is it that hard to let me go?
Then why leave me so?
Loneliness i feel every day,
Heartbreaker in every way,
Let me be free.....
I'd love to slay,
You to pieces; if my heart Allows,
I'd send you to the gallows,
It scars me that we do the same things,
Have the same dreams,
Yet we have different hearts,
We choose different paths,
Wishing to be forever recognized,
So my faults no one disguised,
You chose to be in the light
Do evil in the dark of the night,
But i stripped down to my naked soul,
Yet all you saw on my face; nothing?
Perhaps too different to click,
Threw me away like a flick,
I'm not happy,
With or without you,
Am not destined to have fun,
I can't be myself,
But i dont need you by my side,
Your heart claims it's close,
I'd say hell froze,
You claim we're fingers apart,
In truth we're just a part,
Of a different evolution,
With a different vision,
Am glad we're different
HIM
Your wounds I can't seem to heal,
All my efforts do is add salt and further peal,
Your pain: a catastrophe that could be avoided,
But i tooo no action,just stood dumbfounded,
It was selfish of me to not let go,
Before all the hurt began to gnaw at you and gore,
But darling, it's not all my fault,
The ball is not only in my Court,
We met as strangers,both having different past,
Building a bond hoping it'll last,
Don't you think it's unfair to keep me geussing?
Of how your feeling instead of confessing,
You'd be caught dead instead of telling what's on your mind,
Behind you I'll just be trailing,
Trying to figure out what on earth am failing to see,
It sucks juggling between two worlds,
Honey if i could do anything to get your smile back,
I'd love to merge my world with yours,
I accept you for who you are,
And i adore you for that,
Irrespective of your background and past,
I swear when i say 'tis not an empty promise or a game,
For me would you do the same?
Let's clear the misunderstandings,
Suspicions and understand,
Each other before jumping to conclusions,
Together our world's merge,
We could build another
Beautiful universe,
Darling am sorry but please don't let go,
Just hold my hand.
Let's do this together.
